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Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Hi All...

My new link will be http://raezmatin.multiply.com/

Decided to move over after much persuasion from my Angah...

Do visit me on my new site o.k...

Take care...

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Dah lama......

tak update ni blog...

Reason is.....

had been very bz... tak cukup tido...

My darling Raez dah o.k... the episode lasted for 2 weeks, before he 'went back to his normal self'. But now, dah start to cling more to me. Kalau celik aje mata... will call out my name.. 'Mama...mama.. kadang kadang tu terpanggil mami... oopps..

Just to update his progress...

He is now 'putingless' .. hahaha.. maksudnya dah tak pakai pacifierlah.... It all started when we forgot to bring it back from my in laws house... he seems o.k, pasal lum tau cakap lagi, he tak tanyalah... unless he sees it, then he will ask for it.
It's been 3 weeks he dah tak pakai pacifier.. Yeah.. darling.. you're a big boy already rite...

Another thing is that.. he now dah jadi 'parrot'. He will repeat whatever we say to him.
Car, bas, moto, nenek, atok, abang, kakak, adik, baby, (kadang kadang nak cepat sangat, terslip of the tongue, tercakap babi) but it's o.k darling.. mam tau u dun mean it. I told my hubby kalau he say that word, jangan tegur, buat dunno aje, cause we do not want him to know that there is a meaning for that word.

I like... now must be extra careful when we talk in front of him... tak mau nanti he follow anything that is tak sedap didengar..

O.k... will update more when I have the time o.k...

Arios.....

Friday, February 29, 2008

1 week of sleep deprive night

Dah 1 week Aez tido tak nyenyak... my mum say pasal he nak tumbuh gigi gaham, so he feel uncomfortable.

Masalahnya... I dunno how long more my body can take it.
Kalau dulu, time baby he wakes up every 2 hrs to feed, (which is not so bad, pasal I stuill have 2 full hr of sleep), now, he wakes up every hour.
Yesterday was the worst.... he woke up a total of 7 times.

1.30a.m (haus- mengamuk- after give him susu, he sleep back)

2.20am- cry out loud for no apparent reason- keep pointing to the door. bring him out to the sofa and sit with him on my lap. doze off for a while.
sadar dah kul 2.40a.m, bring him back to the room.

Ingatkan panas, so I on the aircon.

3.15a.m- nangis lagi.... did the same thing- sit on the sofa in the living room

4.30a.m- merengek lagi... mama really dunno sayang what you want. Pangku him on my lap & tepuk till he sleep.

5.10a.m- again....

5.20a.m- again....

5.40a.m- again...... aaarggg... mama ngantuk... takleh angkat... nak susu eh?
So I go dapur (hubby dah terbangun- he followed me with Aez clinging tightly to me)
Made susu and fed him.

Time check- 5.52a.m. I have max 38 min to catch some sleep before nak kwna mandi to go to work.

It's my daily routine to set 3 alarm- in case tak bangun...

6am- alarm clock bunyi- (put on snooze mode)
6.08a.m (reminder bunyi) snooze again

6.20a.m (another alarm bunyi) snooze
6.28a,n reminder- snooze again

6.30a.m- a new alarm bunyi- o.k... that's it- my sleep time is up... time to go to work... dunno how I'm going to go thru the day today....

26 Feb 2008

It's my hubby's b'day.....

As it's a working day, no special event was planned.

Met him after work @6p.m, went to mum's place to fetch Aez & had dinner @ Embun Cafe along Sembawang Road.

No choicelah.... his bday falls on a weekday- so takde ape yg leh do...

However, the suprise was already presented to him the previous weekend.

His b'day present- A Marc Echo watch (got bling bling)- S$389 (nasib ada 20% discount)- bought on 18/2/2008

On 23/2/2008 (sat) both hubby & me had to work. Ard 1p.m he called to ask what time I can go home (almaklumlah... ofis ni is like my 2nd home already.
In the spur of the moment, I told him that I had to meet my insurance agent to discuss & sign some form for the insurance I bought for Aez.
Told him that he had to sign the form too...

So, @2p.m sharp, he fetch me and off we went to circular road.

Actually... bukan nak sign doc. I have arrange (without his knowledge), a full body massage & ear candling treatment in a men's spa.

Pasal it was so difficult to find a parking space, hubby didn't want to park- instead he ask me to bring the document down for him to sign.
Aik... rosak rancangan... ingatkan nak suprisekan dia... no choice hubz... had to tell you the truth...

He was plesantly suprise... at first reluctant to go- maklumlah.. tak biasa.

The treatment lasted for 2hrs, during the 2 hrs, I window shop pat Raffles Place.

O.k hubby... du say I never arrange for any suprise for you o.k...

Selamat Hari Lahir yg ke 30.
Semoga dimurahkan rezeki kita, diberkati, dipelihara & dilindungi Allah.

Monday, February 18, 2008

Note of advise-
This post may contain some text which will prove to be too much for certain people.
Unless you're reading with an open mind and liberal thinking- pls do not proceed.

Hubby was away from Friday morning to Sunday night. Together with his Singapore Power soccer team, they went up to K.L for official soccer match.

I was left alone with Raez- my faithful companion.

Luckily there was my in-laws- who volunter to sleep over at our place to temankan kita. At first, I was a bit reluctant- yelah... bukan ape- kekok aje....

Anyway- I was snooked man....
My mil suruh I tido- 'takpelah, Suria (what they called me) tido dulu, biar Aez ngan kita. Nanti dia dah tido, mak hantar pat bilik.'

Dengan hati yang berat, I leave my son with my in laws in the other room. Hoping for him to sleep next to me. Maklumlah...hubby dah go K.L- dah takde teman tido- miss his snore.

Tersadar to check my hp- the time dah 3plus in the morning- takdepun Aez. Took a peek, only to see Iwan (my bro in law) outside in the living room. My son & in laws dah tido pun. Wapiang... tipah tetipu.....

Woke up at 7.30 (although its Sat- tak keja lagi) this is wat I meant. Depan in laws takleh membuta lama lama, nanti kena bebel dah....
Lepas mandi, we went to sarapan and main playground. The rest of the day was spent at home till late afternoon.
In laws went back for awhile to clear the laundry at home- pasalkan on Sun we going to Pasir Gudang.

At abt 7.30 p.m, after mandi, I decided to bring Aez to Causeway point.
We spent abt 1 hour in Kiddy Palace- playing with all the toys.
Nasib baik I had with me the light weight pram- fold it and place aside. Apelagi- mam terkejar kejarlah with Aez dalam Kiddy Palace tu. The place is big and the toys section is huge- excited my son dibuatnya. He was screaming and running around- stopping to sit down and play with the toys which caught his eyes.
To think back- maybe we should save money & dun buy any toys. Nak main aje- go Kiddy Palace- hahaha- sengkek seh mama.

The time dah close to 9p.m. I pratically had to tie Aez in his pram- pasal dia tanak keluar from that place. Kesianlah tengok he cry, I tried to pujuk him by umpankan he with the batman ride- punyalah mahal- S$1 per ride. kejap pulak tu. Maybe 1 ke 2 min.

Again, have to force him out of the ride- dah S$2, donate pat Batman tu....
Anyway, dah terlanjur pat sana, I decided to buy my foundation at Watsons.
Have to strap Aez to his pram, he cried out loud, bukan pasal apa- because he wants to touch & jatuhkan all the display. It took me just a mere 5 min to get my foundation & powder, proceed to queue up to pay.

What happen next make my blood boil lah.... I was the 3rd in the queue, a young chinese women in front of me (she look like she's in her 20's), uses her finger to close her ears- kononnya aez crying is so deafening. I thought it was rude of her to do that. I kept quiet. She then shouted to her mum, (who was standing less than 5 steps away from her to queue up as she cannot tahan the noise. (wait until you hear the F1 car race- you b*t*h). I cannot contain my anger anymore, on top of my voice, I say out loud ('ah? canot stand the noise is it? as if you have never cried like this before in your life, dun forget you were once a baby- and you will have to look after one someday in your life- unless you canot get pregnant')- as I was doing this, I proceeded to pay- because the b*t*h move out of the queue.
At this point, I heard her saying that I've cut queue....
C*e*y.... masih ada hati nak mengomel eh? After paying for my purchase, I say out in a more than nasty tone- " too much ah you... you move out of the queue cos you cannot stand the crying- it's only my right that I move up the queue..."
Kalau ikutkan hati, dah kena tendang terajang dah the girl... I'm not a gangster- but dun try to step on my tail- an angry mother can do anything beyond anyone's imagination. If she had say anything to defend or iritate me further, memang pat situ jugak I will give her satu penumbuk 'agung'....GERAM sehh...

After that, I walk out of Watson's and proceed to meet my in laws at the train station....
Pasal terlalu marah, I ceritakan to my mil- guess her reaction- she clapped her hands after hearing what happened.
Sporting jugak my mil ni... tak sangka...

A message to all those people out there...

You will not know what exactly a child wants- unless you have been with him/her for sometime
Not all mother purposely let their child cry out loud without trying to calm them down.
There's always a reason to why mothers do what they do- as they know their child best.
You do not have any right to reprimand any child - cause they are not yours.
You will only understand when you're put in the situation- unless of course you're a spolit brat who only know how to give birth but end up having someone else taking care of your child.

Giving birth is only the beginning of motherhood- but actual motherhood itself is bringing up your own baby and seeing to his every needs (YOURSELF)

Thursday, February 14, 2008

CNY holidays....

We (the usual gang minus Fad's family) went up to Desaru on Thursday morning.
Fad & Adah cannot make it casue Adah's granny was hospitalised.

Pagi pagi buta kita dah berangkat (at 7pm)... kiasu.. nak avoid the jam.
We were still caught in the jam.. (tapi cuma for 1hr only)

Reach Desaru ard 12p.m. Sepanjang perjalanan sesak.. jam... minor accident... maklumlah musim perayaan, ramai on the road, impatient... so these minor accident cannot be avoided.

We enjoyed the sea for abt 3 hrs and left ard 3.30p.m. Go makan lepas tu head to Mersing (rumah Pak Anjang)- my hubby's uncle.

Reach there ard maghrib, wash up, and pergi makn tepi pantai, actually, we intend to go karaoke & dangdut. (their dangdut is special, pat tengah tengah tanah perkuburan... tanak bising and ganggu org yg hidup... jadi kenalah buat pat tempat org yang dah takde..)

However, memandagkan Pak Anjang has to open his hardware shop for business the next day, kita batalkan aje rancangan tu.. Went back straight & settle for the day.

The night was a slow one... I woke up to see it's only 2a.m. Tido... Bangun baru pukul 3.30a.m. Tido, bangun baru pukul 5pagi... Hai... Bila nak siang ni...

At last... my alarm clock bunyi..menandakan sudah pukul 7 pagi.
Apa lagi... me licah kaduk mandi, woke my hubby up, wole everybody up... (pasal Pan Anjang have to open his shop by 8.30a.m)

We pack up, followed him, and had our breakfast at the nearby cafe.
Breakfast consist of 2plate of nasi lemak each for each of the hubbys... Shafiq, pun tak ketinggalan.. tak padan kecik, 2 pinggan boleh habiskan..

After sarapan, we head off to Kota Tinggi...

We reach there ard noon and stayed for a few hrs. By then, all our energy dah drain ou. Batt pun dah flat. The toddlers dah nagntuk. The moms dah lapar nad the dads dah super lapar.

Apalagi... cepat cepat pack and drove to JB. We had bubur campur for our dinner before heading back to Sinapore.
Ingatkan nak jalan JB, tapi cause it's jam packed, we u-turn to 2nd link.
By then, semua dah lemau. Dah tak berdaya... Maklumlah... dah kenyang... apa lagi.

Reach SIN ard 10a.m. Send Rozi, keng and Syafiq to B. Panjang first.

Lepas tu..... balik tido...

What a holiday... we managed to go to 3 places in just 2 days...

Thursday, January 17, 2008

O.K. Now I remember the name of the fish.
It's called Jahan.
Thanks to my hubby yang tell me.

To those yang tak pernah dengar name ni- apakan lagi c how the fish look like... I cannot describelah... kalau nak tau, go pancing o.k.
What I can say is that it looks alike (except for col, size, and the head or tail of the fish which differentiate them.

Anyway, nak cerita seram ni...

Yesterday my hubby & me came back early. Dapat main main ngan Aez lama sikit.
During his 1st birthday, Huda & Rosso bought for him a walker- the push type one.
Now that he can walk, he actually carry the walker in his hands and jalan terkedik kedik.
It also ada some buttons and gear knob in front of it- so Aez can actually pretend to drive. Yang bestnya... ada sound.
As we have left a few toys pat Angah's house quite some time ago, he was actually excited to see it again. Kesian tengokkan dia, I put in the battery and let him play. Dah jadi kebiasaan, that he will berserakkan satu hall with his toys and play before going to sleep.
I will pick up and kemas after dia dah tidolah. When I pick up this walker, I sendiri yang terperanjat because I terpress the button and the song was played. Hubby just asked me to place it properly- I thought I should do that alsolah pasal takut nanti any other toys accidently knock against it and bising nanti malam malam buta.

We went to sleep around 11 plus.

Tiba tiba..... (ceng ceng ceng) this is the best part. I dikejutkan dari tido yang lena with the sound of the walker. It is playing the song again!!!
Kadang kadang it continued... sometimes it paused for a few second and continue again. I was so irritated by it that I decided to check...tapi entah mengapakah hatiku bergetaran... bila nak kelaur itu pintu. Takut that I might see what I'm not suppossed to see.
So I just biarkan and paksa myself to sleep.
It kept on playing again & again. Actually this walker ada banyak sound, (horn, signal, song, and engine start sound) tapi yg kept on playing is the song. Suddenly Aez woke up, sat on the bed and cried... he wanted to go out upon hearing the walker. Apalagi... dengan cepat I hug him and cover his eyes with the bantal busuk... I scared if he want to go out... sape nak teman? I tried to wake hubby up... tapi he sleep like a log.. tak sadar pun..

I tawakal... baca ape yang tau.. and force myself to sleep.
I knew that came subuh, it will stop. It kept on playing... till... tak tau eh pasal dah tertido.

I woke up to the sound of my alarm from my phone. I knew it is 6a.m. True enough, the sound has stopped.

Nak tengok... takut.
So I just mandi and apelagi... lepas aje keluar toilet, I woke hubby up to check if the battery dah weak.
He say "Apalah you ni...kadang kadangkan benda ni malfunction".
I knew it happens. Tapi why only pagi buta- and it chose to stop bila dah subuh.
I ask him to take the battery out and kept the walker in the store.
He say that 'dia' pun nak main.
I dun mind tau if 'dia' nak main, tapi mainlah sendiri... jangan nak ajak Aez pulak...

If by tonight bunyi jugak, I'm going to throw it away first thing on Friday morning.... (pasalkan dah bukak batteri- logically it is not suppossed to function)

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

It's been a long long time since.....

I last update this blog...

Takde timelah.

actually a lot of things happened during the Dec school holidays.

To summarise it, this is what we did

8 Dec 07- go Jurong Bird Park. (actuallykan my hubby ni boleh take free pass from his company, tapi, becos he dunno, we paid S$18/pax for the entrance fee. (tu tak termasuk the train ride).
Anyway, we had fun- went with Shikin,Remy & Iman

19 Dec- Aez aqiqah- at Masjid Ahmad Ibrahim. (after seeing the kambing kena sembelih, until now, I tak makan anything related to Kambing- for unexplained reasons. maybe cause dah nampak real life kan, jadi ada paranoid sikit. Have to make sure I did not see how ayam kena sembelih- if not, ayam pun tak berani nak makan.

Yang hairannya- I used to be a fishing fanatic- ikan yang paling besar I ever caught is 'gemang' the size is as long as my leg- yes! full length.
Gemang ni adik beradik lain bapak ngan sembilanglah- cuma dia hitam aje.
They have different adik beradik- Gemang, sembilang, duri, usat and one more which I cannot remember the name (silverish white col)
Even after dah bertarung with the fish & seeing it dying- I can still makan.

21 Dec- holiday in KL with the gang.
Shikin, Remy & Iman. Rozi, Amy & Shafiq. Me, Hubby & Aez.
We went for 3D2N. Sempat naik Genting lagi.
The trip went rather smoothly except for the occasional merengek from Aez & Iman (maybe pasal lama sangat the journey (6hr) by coach
Alhamdullillah, we had a safe trip.

New Year Eve- went to Bib's chalet at Downtown East.
Countdown macam nak rak- nolah... actually tak countdown- bbq, main bunga api, and the guys- biasalah main pakau.
We brought Aez along. He had so much fun...

Will upload the photos when I find the time o.k.

Bye for now... nak start kerja lah. Dari tadi masuk opis lum uat ape ape lagi.... :)