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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

My Aez Matin is down with fever of 38.9 degree.

I'm now very sure that he rindu his ayah.

I called hubby to tell him that.
Actually I don't want to trouble him, tapi at the same time, kesiankan Aez.

He kept calling 'ayah'...when he cried.
Tak tahu if it's by accident that word come out or he really is calling for his ayah.. (tapi tak mungkin it just came out from his mouth... it happened a few times over the past few days.

Anyway, hubby got to go out for a few hours to see Aez, thanks to his instructor. He just need to produce the medical chit as prove.

Aez got to hug his ayah yesterday... dia punya terkam... masyaallah.. macam harimau...

When time to say goodbye at 9p.m, he cried again....

I'm on half day today... going back to look after Aez.

Kesian my mother in law... she didn't get to sleep the whole of last nite jaga my son.
Thanks mak...

2 days down- 3.5 more days to go...

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Kesian Aez Matin.

He is simply not used to not having his ayah around at nite.

He's o.k in the day time. Adik main main with him and help to put him to sleep.

Tapi bila malam aje, he became cranky. I think he's looking for his ayah.

After his milk @ 8p.m yesterday, I tidurkan dia. Usually, once he fall asleep, it will be at least 1 hour min to 4 hr max before we wakes up. Tapi yesterday, tak sampai 20min, he woke up and cried- loudly. I carried & pujuk him.
Dalam dia menangis tu, he called out "Ayah... Ayah... Ayah.." - 3 times.
Sedih seh. Selalu hubby will play with him as soon as we reach home.

My mum suruh call hubby to let Aez hear his voice. So I pun apalagi.. I called him to say that Aez is calling for him. I put him on loudspeaker for Aez to hear his voice.
Tapi... bukan makin diam. makin melalak lagi ada. At first he kept quiet & listen, when he realised that it's ayah's voice, he cebek and started to cry- louder this time.

Dah melarat susah nak pujuk. At last I had no choice but to bring him downstairs and jalan jalan. Lama jugak pat bawah. As I did't bring my hp, I couldn't tell the time. When Aez fell asleep, baru I went up. The time is already 9.15p.m.

Did nothing much at nite- boringlah takde hubby beside me.- I slept at 10.30p.m

1 day down- 4.5 more days to go...

Monday, June 18, 2007

Hubby in camp

Felt so sad, hubby will be in camp for 5 days starting 18/6/07. He will only be back on Sat afternoon.

Kesian Aez & me, kena tido sendiri- without ayah. We have to sleep @ my mum place in Sembawang.

Aez macam tahu aje,that he will not be seeing his ayah for 1 week. This morning when I woke hubby up to bathe, dia pun bangun sekali. Bukak aje mata cari ayah. He golek golek & sondol his ayah- when hubby step out of the room, he cried.

Bila time nak keluar rumah, he will not let hubby put him down.
My mum has no choice but to put him in his pram & ajak dia turun bawah jalan jalan.

I knew my hubby cannot bear to leave Aez, but apakan daya....

I just hope the week will be over without us realising it.(I kept hubbynya baju for Aez to sleep with. Just hope the bau will last till Sat)

Cannot wait to see hubby on Saturday....

Miss him already...

Take care sayang. Aez & me waiting for you.

Friday, June 15, 2007

Thought today will be better.

Slept early yesterday (at 11p.m)
My Aez bangun 1 time only @ 5.30a.m to drink (thank you baby, I think you also know mama tired eh?)

Macam biasa hubby drove me to work (actually- taklah sampai my office building) I have to stop halfway (near his office) & take bus to reach my office.

It has been my daily routine to either take 135 or 100 & stop after 4 bus stop (my hubby workplace is abt 5-7 min drive from mine). After sarapan pat kedai makcik, I will have to walk nearly 1km to my office building.

Today I sarapan mee rebus (eemm.. sunguh mengemukkan. I know.. tapi mcm terasa nak makan lah).

No empy seat, so I choose a table yg ada 1 person only and sat to eat.
Yg hairannya, the guy who is already at the table ask me 'you stay AMK is it?'. Tak terperanjat beruk, actually I tak stay AMKlah, tapi my in law stay there.
I kept quiet.
He continued... 'Oh... I always notice you take 135 & drop at this bus stop everyday, ard this time.'
I kept quiet & continued eating. Dalam hati ni, dakdup jugak. The thought that he knew what bus I took & which stop I alight is scary.

Dah bis makan, he blah.. After I finished, I pun angkat kaki jalan... Across the road at pam minyak I saw him again.
Eh... I thought dia dah blah dari tadi.. apasal masih pat sini eh...
I called my hubby to inform him.
Yelah manalah tahu ni org gila ke atau part of the gang of human trafficking... Takut seh...
Soon, I lost sight of him...

To think that just a few days ago hubby & me watch Human Trafficking- we rentlah...
Seram seh.. to think 800,000 ppl are being trafficked each year in the world. Most of them have to become sex slave- work & kena ****, just to pay off their so called 'debt'. Some amounting to millions of dollars

So ppl out there, dun talk to strangers...
You never know what their motive is..
Take care.

I lost my spectacle yesterday....

Bingit seh...

Dahlah tak nampak no. bus, I have to wait for the bus to come really near then i flag it.
Agaknya bus driver pun kancheong. Mesti terjam brake punya...

Mesti ada org yg hairan how the specs which is suppossed to be on my nose bridge boleh hilang.
Actually, during my lunchtime, I chill pat staircase my office, skali tu my boss talipon, suruh amik barang pat bawah, in a hurry, I forgotten that I have taken out my specs & left it on the stairs.

Sorry hubby, I lost the specs you bought for me.

Lepas tu takpe, I kena go out appt, si rabun ni, dahlah tahan bus lambat, stop pat wrong stop pulak tu.
I had to walk abt 2km to go to my client office.
Kesian eh...
I drop near defu lane, (pasal the road under construction) and walk to kaki bukit... Near Nissan showroom... Yes, that's how far I have to walk.
Pat tengah jalan pulak tu.
Takde pavement - lum siap.
Seram jugak- kejap kejap tengok belakang- pasalkan ada banyak heavy vehicle. (walking same flow as the traffic). ON THE ROAD...

What a day....

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Cerita Seram Marathon

I would like to recommend seram punya cerita- PUAKA TEBING BIRU

This is far better than Chermin & Bangku Kosong.

Puaka Tebing Biru- casting Nasha Aziz & Umie Aida.
This show hubby & me watch at nite- at 12midnite to be exact.
The thrill of watching at nite is differentlah from watching during the day time.
Beginning of the show, it shows a a mother & daughter burned to death.Cuddled tight
Nasha Aziz tried to seperate them to do autopsy, tapi the mother punya tangan just refuse to buldge- maybe the skin dah cair & it melekat pat the daughter punya skin.
This is what some people call- a mother love is forever-even death cannot seperate them.

The sound effect is good, sampaikan my Aez yg tengah syok tido boleh terbangun- nangis. at this point of time, my hubby dah nak off the DVD. Yelah baby can more sensetip, they know better than we do when it comes to this 'things'. Tapi I pester him to continue- dengan alasan Aez ngigau agaknya- lagipun time susu dah nak dekat.

The rest you see for yourself lah.

Chermin- abt a lady who met with an accident and had her face disfigured.
Upon reaching back home from hospital, her mum replaced her broken mirror with an antique mirror she found in the storeroom.
The roh of Mastura (Deana Yusuf) is still in the mirror & strange things happen.
Yg ni tak seram sangat.
And I'm proud to say that my brother in law- Roszali Samad is the Director of Photography. Steadylah Abg Jali- you rock man.

Bangku Kosong -abt a school which is haunted. Nobody is allowed to sit at a particlur bangku- because it belongs to a girl who is murdered. Dinda is a siple girl who is always bullied in class- she is also the girl who is unlucky or rather lucky to be force to sit at the bangku kosong.

Zombie Kampung Pisang- yg ni kelakar seram. A good show for those faint hearted tapi berangan nak tengok cerita seram.

Overall rating
Puaka Tebing Biru- the most seram
Bangku Kosong- o.klah seram jugak
Jangan Pandang Belakang- tak seram sangat
Chermin- langsung tak seram
Zombie Kampung Pisang- kelakar seram.

* the above is only my opinion- pada sape sape yg nka tengok- dun use my rating above to judge the 'keseraman' cerita o.k- takut nanti u underestimate the show & overestimate yourself.....

WORD OF ADVISE
Just watch over your shoulder when you watch the above shows- takut takut ada tetamu yg tumpang tengok....

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Video of Aez naik Motor

Yang pat dalam mulut dia tu is actually biskut.
Kesian, halfway you will notice that it's not there, pasal dah terbang kena tiup angin.
But he really enjoy it.
The rest was not captured on camera (he actually clap his hands & babble)

Vesak Day Holiday

During the weekeend of Vesak Day, my hubby, Aez, me & his parents go Pontian, rumah his mum's sister. (kirakan my makciklah).

It was the second time Aez was there, tapi time tu dia masih kecik lagi. (during Hari Raya- abt 2.5mths). Sekarang ni he dah pandai, habislah satu rumah dia jalan with the walker.

Niway, we had so much fun there.
Pat kampong ni, masa bergerak dengan perlahan sekali, unlike at bandar.
At nite, I can feel that the sleeping hours lebih panjang, although we sleep at our normal time of 11p.m.

My baby, Aez had his share of fun- his ayah took him on a motorbike ride.

Punyalah suka...