Ayang is down with fever.

This ayang is my 'baby tua' lah. Kalau dah sakit, mengalahkan Aez. Semuanya serba tak kena.
Temp is 39.3 degrees. Kirakan panaslah tu kan. Ask him to bathe tanak... nak tido only... from 8.20 (I went out to shop & save beli susu, pampers, sabun, shampoo). Before go out, I make sure Aez tido first, so tak kacau ayah. But when I come back at 9p.m, there he was, squatting by ayah's side, wondering why ayah tak layan him, even after he push and sondol ayah to get his attention.
On seeing me, apalagi, my baby ni crylah (Aez). He now very the menjeng oredi. I carried him, made him susu and put him back to sleep. (all this while, my baby tua is complaining that I dah tak pedulikan dialah, dah tak give attentionlah... lebih sayang Aezlah... maklumlah... org sakit nikan emo- just becos I put a wet towel on his head & leave it there while attending to Aez)

Without realising it, I pun tertido. Now I have this very bad habit - sleeping while putting Aez to sleep. Cannot help it lah...
Woke up at 12.30a.m. Rasa ayang's forehead. Yalah it's burning hot.. I took the towel, bilas with tap water, and wipe him (like what I always do if Aez demam). I tarik the comforter he was using- and put it aside. If the body is already hot, it's not advisable to selubung even if your body seram sejuk. He terjaga and ask if he can makan ubat- 'not yet becos you last eat @ 8p.m- next one will be ard 2-3a.m.'

I ask him to sleep and I mandi- I just cannot sleep in peace if I haven wash up yet- so tak kira what time, I will still mandi, shampoo rambut & then baru sleep.

Before sleeping, I tell myself to wake up at 3a.m- nak kasi ayang mam ubat. Kalau tak bangun kang nanti dia merajuk.
I don't know what woke me up- I just tersadar, look at the time on my hp- 3.30a.m. Terlambat 1/2 hr. Takpelah, yg penting bangun. Wipe him again and woke him up to makan ubat.

He ask for hot milo- laparlah tu agaknya. Made 1 cup for him and drink 1/2 cup myself- for sahur.

Skali masuk bilik- Aez bangun dah... this baby, kalau dah bangun, susah nak kasi tido balik. He laugh and ajak me play. I buat dunno, made for him milk, and tepuk him, hoping he will fall asleep.
Liat betul nak kasi tido. Maybe because dah puas tido from 9p.m. Last resort- I just lie down, half close my eyes and pretend to sleep. Ingatkan he will sleep if nobody layan, instead, he crawl to the end of the bed, took out his toys from the toy box and play. I just watch him play, sampai he dah ngantuk, he sondol me and then baru tido. Tengok hp- dah 5a.m.

I have only 1 1/2 hour to catch some sleep, before waking up for work.

This is the duty of a wife & a mother.... tak boleh berat sebelah.. must divide attention and love equally....

Ayang... I wonder if I am the one who fall sick... ape akan jadi eh????

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