MOHD RAEZ MATIN

2008-04-09T09:19:00.002+08:00

Hi All...

My new link will be http://raezmatin.multiply.com/

Decided to move over after much persuasion from my Angah...

Do visit me on my new site o.k...

Take care...

2008-03-26T09:15:00.002+08:00

Dah lama......

tak update ni blog...

Reason is.....

had been very bz... tak cukup tido...

My darling Raez dah o.k... the episode lasted for 2 weeks, before he 'went back to his normal self'. But now, dah start to cling more to me. Kalau celik aje mata... will call out my name.. 'Mama...mama.. kadang kadang tu terpanggil mami... oopps..

Just to update his progress...

He is now 'putingless' .. hahaha.. maksudnya dah tak pakai pacifierlah.... It all started when we forgot to bring it back from my in laws house... he seems o.k, pasal lum tau cakap lagi, he tak tanyalah... unless he sees it, then he will ask for it.
It's been 3 weeks he dah tak pakai pacifier.. Yeah.. darling.. you're a big boy already rite...

Another thing is that.. he now dah jadi 'parrot'. He will repeat whatever we say to him.
Car, bas, moto, nenek, atok, abang, kakak, adik, baby, (kadang kadang nak cepat sangat, terslip of the tongue, tercakap babi) but it's o.k darling.. mam tau u dun mean it. I told my hubby kalau he say that word, jangan tegur, buat dunno aje, cause we do not want him to know that there is a meaning for that word.

I like... now must be extra careful when we talk in front of him... tak mau nanti he follow anything that is tak sedap didengar..

O.k... will update more when I have the time o.k...

Arios.....

2008-02-29T09:20:00.002+08:00

1 week of sleep deprive night

Dah 1 week Aez tido tak nyenyak... my mum say pasal he nak tumbuh gigi gaham, so he feel uncomfortable.

Masalahnya... I dunno how long more my body can take it.
Kalau dulu, time baby he wakes up every 2 hrs to feed, (which is not so bad, pasal I stuill have 2 full hr of sleep), now, he wakes up every hour.
Yesterday was the worst.... he woke up a total of 7 times.

1.30a.m (haus- mengamuk- after give him susu, he sleep back)

2.20am- cry out loud for no apparent reason- keep pointing to the door. bring him out to the sofa and sit with him on my lap. doze off for a while.
sadar dah kul 2.40a.m, bring him back to the room.

Ingatkan panas, so I on the aircon.

3.15a.m- nangis lagi.... did the same thing- sit on the sofa in the living room

4.30a.m- merengek lagi... mama really dunno sayang what you want. Pangku him on my lap & tepuk till he sleep.

5.10a.m- again....

5.20a.m- again....

5.40a.m- again...... aaarggg... mama ngantuk... takleh angkat... nak susu eh?
So I go dapur (hubby dah terbangun- he followed me with Aez clinging tightly to me)
Made susu and fed him.

Time check- 5.52a.m. I have max 38 min to catch some sleep before nak kwna mandi to go to work.

It's my daily routine to set 3 alarm- in case tak bangun...

6am- alarm clock bunyi- (put on snooze mode)
6.08a.m (reminder bunyi) snooze again

6.20a.m (another alarm bunyi) snooze
6.28a,n reminder- snooze again

6.30a.m- a new alarm bunyi- o.k... that's it- my sleep time is up... time to go to work... dunno how I'm going to go thru the day today....

2008-02-29T09:04:00.002+08:00

26 Feb 2008

It's my hubby's b'day.....

As it's a working day, no special event was planned.

Met him after work @6p.m, went to mum's place to fetch Aez & had dinner @ Embun Cafe along Sembawang Road.

No choicelah.... his bday falls on a weekday- so takde ape yg leh do...

However, the suprise was already presented to him the previous weekend.

His b'day present- A Marc Echo watch (got bling bling)- S$389 (nasib ada 20% discount)- bought on 18/2/2008

On 23/2/2008 (sat) both hubby & me had to work. Ard 1p.m he called to ask what time I can go home (almaklumlah... ofis ni is like my 2nd home already.
In the spur of the moment, I told him that I had to meet my insurance agent to discuss & sign some form for the insurance I bought for Aez.
Told him that he had to sign the form too...

So, @2p.m sharp, he fetch me and off we went to circular road.

Actually... bukan nak sign doc. I have arrange (without his knowledge), a full body massage & ear candling treatment in a men's spa.

Pasal it was so difficult to find a parking space, hubby didn't want to park- instead he ask me to bring the document down for him to sign.
Aik... rosak rancangan... ingatkan nak suprisekan dia... no choice hubz... had to tell you the truth...

He was plesantly suprise... at first reluctant to go- maklumlah.. tak biasa.

The treatment lasted for 2hrs, during the 2 hrs, I window shop pat Raffles Place.

O.k hubby... du say I never arrange for any suprise for you o.k...

Selamat Hari Lahir yg ke 30.
Semoga dimurahkan rezeki kita, diberkati, dipelihara & dilindungi Allah.

2008-02-18T23:15:00.002+08:00

Note of advise-
This post may contain some text which will prove to be too much for certain people.
Unless you're reading with an open mind and liberal thinking- pls do not proceed.

Hubby was away from Friday morning to Sunday night. Together with his Singapore Power soccer team, they went up to K.L for official soccer match.

I was left alone with Raez- my faithful companion.

Luckily there was my in-laws- who volunter to sleep over at our place to temankan kita. At first, I was a bit reluctant- yelah... bukan ape- kekok aje....

Anyway- I was snooked man....
My mil suruh I tido- 'takpelah, Suria (what they called me) tido dulu, biar Aez ngan kita. Nanti dia dah tido, mak hantar pat bilik.'

Dengan hati yang berat, I leave my son with my in laws in the other room. Hoping for him to sleep next to me. Maklumlah...hubby dah go K.L- dah takde teman tido- miss his snore.

Tersadar to check my hp- the time dah 3plus in the morning- takdepun Aez. Took a peek, only to see Iwan (my bro in law) outside in the living room. My son & in laws dah tido pun. Wapiang... tipah tetipu.....

Woke up at 7.30 (although its Sat- tak keja lagi) this is wat I meant. Depan in laws takleh membuta lama lama, nanti kena bebel dah....
Lepas mandi, we went to sarapan and main playground. The rest of the day was spent at home till late afternoon.
In laws went back for awhile to clear the laundry at home- pasalkan on Sun we going to Pasir Gudang.

At abt 7.30 p.m, after mandi, I decided to bring Aez to Causeway point.
We spent abt 1 hour in Kiddy Palace- playing with all the toys.
Nasib baik I had with me the light weight pram- fold it and place aside. Apelagi- mam terkejar kejarlah with Aez dalam Kiddy Palace tu. The place is big and the toys section is huge- excited my son dibuatnya. He was screaming and running around- stopping to sit down and play with the toys which caught his eyes.
To think back- maybe we should save money & dun buy any toys. Nak main aje- go Kiddy Palace- hahaha- sengkek seh mama.

The time dah close to 9p.m. I pratically had to tie Aez in his pram- pasal dia tanak keluar from that place. Kesianlah tengok he cry, I tried to pujuk him by umpankan he with the batman ride- punyalah mahal- S$1 per ride. kejap pulak tu. Maybe 1 ke 2 min.

Again, have to force him out of the ride- dah S$2, donate pat Batman tu....
Anyway, dah terlanjur pat sana, I decided to buy my foundation at Watsons.
Have to strap Aez to his pram, he cried out loud, bukan pasal apa- because he wants to touch & jatuhkan all the display. It took me just a mere 5 min to get my foundation & powder, proceed to queue up to pay.

What happen next make my blood boil lah.... I was the 3rd in the queue, a young chinese women in front of me (she look like she's in her 20's), uses her finger to close her ears- kononnya aez crying is so deafening. I thought it was rude of her to do that. I kept quiet. She then shouted to her mum, (who was standing less than 5 steps away from her to queue up as she cannot tahan the noise. (wait until you hear the F1 car race- you b*t*h). I cannot contain my anger anymore, on top of my voice, I say out loud ('ah? canot stand the noise is it? as if you have never cried like this before in your life, dun forget you were once a baby- and you will have to look after one someday in your life- unless you canot get pregnant')- as I was doing this, I proceeded to pay- because the b*t*h move out of the queue.
At this point, I heard her saying that I've cut queue....
C*e*y.... masih ada hati nak mengomel eh? After paying for my purchase, I say out in a more than nasty tone- " too much ah you... you move out of the queue cos you cannot stand the crying- it's only my right that I move up the queue..."
Kalau ikutkan hati, dah kena tendang terajang dah the girl... I'm not a gangster- but dun try to step on my tail- an angry mother can do anything beyond anyone's imagination. If she had say anything to defend or iritate me further, memang pat situ jugak I will give her satu penumbuk 'agung'....GERAM sehh...

After that, I walk out of Watson's and proceed to meet my in laws at the train station....
Pasal terlalu marah, I ceritakan to my mil- guess her reaction- she clapped her hands after hearing what happened.
Sporting jugak my mil ni... tak sangka...

A message to all those people out there...

You will not know what exactly a child wants- unless you have been with him/her for sometime
Not all mother purposely let their child cry out loud without trying to calm them down.
There's always a reason to why mothers do what they do- as they know their child best.
You do not have any right to reprimand any child - cause they are not yours.
You will only understand when you're put in the situation- unless of course you're a spolit brat who only know how to give birth but end up having someone else taking care of your child.

Giving birth is only the beginning of motherhood- but actual motherhood itself is bringing up your own baby and seeing to his every needs (YOURSELF)

2008-02-14T10:34:00.002+08:00

CNY holidays....

We (the usual gang minus Fad's family) went up to Desaru on Thursday morning.
Fad & Adah cannot make it casue Adah's granny was hospitalised.

Pagi pagi buta kita dah berangkat (at 7pm)... kiasu.. nak avoid the jam.
We were still caught in the jam.. (tapi cuma for 1hr only)

Reach Desaru ard 12p.m. Sepanjang perjalanan sesak.. jam... minor accident... maklumlah musim perayaan, ramai on the road, impatient... so these minor accident cannot be avoided.

We enjoyed the sea for abt 3 hrs and left ard 3.30p.m. Go makan lepas tu head to Mersing (rumah Pak Anjang)- my hubby's uncle.

Reach there ard maghrib, wash up, and pergi makn tepi pantai, actually, we intend to go karaoke & dangdut. (their dangdut is special, pat tengah tengah tanah perkuburan... tanak bising and ganggu org yg hidup... jadi kenalah buat pat tempat org yang dah takde..)

However, memandagkan Pak Anjang has to open his hardware shop for business the next day, kita batalkan aje rancangan tu.. Went back straight & settle for the day.

The night was a slow one... I woke up to see it's only 2a.m. Tido... Bangun baru pukul 3.30a.m. Tido, bangun baru pukul 5pagi... Hai... Bila nak siang ni...

At last... my alarm clock bunyi..menandakan sudah pukul 7 pagi.
Apa lagi... me licah kaduk mandi, woke my hubby up, wole everybody up... (pasal Pan Anjang have to open his shop by 8.30a.m)

We pack up, followed him, and had our breakfast at the nearby cafe.
Breakfast consist of 2plate of nasi lemak each for each of the hubbys... Shafiq, pun tak ketinggalan.. tak padan kecik, 2 pinggan boleh habiskan..

After sarapan, we head off to Kota Tinggi...

We reach there ard noon and stayed for a few hrs. By then, all our energy dah drain ou. Batt pun dah flat. The toddlers dah nagntuk. The moms dah lapar nad the dads dah super lapar.

Apalagi... cepat cepat pack and drove to JB. We had bubur campur for our dinner before heading back to Sinapore.
Ingatkan nak jalan JB, tapi cause it's jam packed, we u-turn to 2nd link.
By then, semua dah lemau. Dah tak berdaya... Maklumlah... dah kenyang... apa lagi.

Reach SIN ard 10a.m. Send Rozi, keng and Syafiq to B. Panjang first.

Lepas tu..... balik tido...

What a holiday... we managed to go to 3 places in just 2 days...

2008-01-17T09:09:00.000+08:00

O.K. Now I remember the name of the fish.
It's called Jahan.
Thanks to my hubby yang tell me.

To those yang tak pernah dengar name ni- apakan lagi c how the fish look like... I cannot describelah... kalau nak tau, go pancing o.k.
What I can say is that it looks alike (except for col, size, and the head or tail of the fish which differentiate them.

Anyway, nak cerita seram ni...

Yesterday my hubby & me came back early. Dapat main main ngan Aez lama sikit.
During his 1st birthday, Huda & Rosso bought for him a walker- the push type one.
Now that he can walk, he actually carry the walker in his hands and jalan terkedik kedik.
It also ada some buttons and gear knob in front of it- so Aez can actually pretend to drive. Yang bestnya... ada sound.
As we have left a few toys pat Angah's house quite some time ago, he was actually excited to see it again. Kesian tengokkan dia, I put in the battery and let him play. Dah jadi kebiasaan, that he will berserakkan satu hall with his toys and play before going to sleep.
I will pick up and kemas after dia dah tidolah. When I pick up this walker, I sendiri yang terperanjat because I terpress the button and the song was played. Hubby just asked me to place it properly- I thought I should do that alsolah pasal takut nanti any other toys accidently knock against it and bising nanti malam malam buta.

We went to sleep around 11 plus.

Tiba tiba..... (ceng ceng ceng) this is the best part. I dikejutkan dari tido yang lena with the sound of the walker. It is playing the song again!!!
Kadang kadang it continued... sometimes it paused for a few second and continue again. I was so irritated by it that I decided to check...tapi entah mengapakah hatiku bergetaran... bila nak kelaur itu pintu. Takut that I might see what I'm not suppossed to see.
So I just biarkan and paksa myself to sleep.
It kept on playing again & again. Actually this walker ada banyak sound, (horn, signal, song, and engine start sound) tapi yg kept on playing is the song. Suddenly Aez woke up, sat on the bed and cried... he wanted to go out upon hearing the walker. Apalagi... dengan cepat I hug him and cover his eyes with the bantal busuk... I scared if he want to go out... sape nak teman? I tried to wake hubby up... tapi he sleep like a log.. tak sadar pun..

I tawakal... baca ape yang tau.. and force myself to sleep.
I knew that came subuh, it will stop. It kept on playing... till... tak tau eh pasal dah tertido.

I woke up to the sound of my alarm from my phone. I knew it is 6a.m. True enough, the sound has stopped.

Nak tengok... takut.
So I just mandi and apelagi... lepas aje keluar toilet, I woke hubby up to check if the battery dah weak.
He say "Apalah you ni...kadang kadangkan benda ni malfunction".
I knew it happens. Tapi why only pagi buta- and it chose to stop bila dah subuh.
I ask him to take the battery out and kept the walker in the store.
He say that 'dia' pun nak main.
I dun mind tau if 'dia' nak main, tapi mainlah sendiri... jangan nak ajak Aez pulak...

If by tonight bunyi jugak, I'm going to throw it away first thing on Friday morning.... (pasalkan dah bukak batteri- logically it is not suppossed to function)

2008-01-16T09:36:00.000+08:00

It's been a long long time since.....

I last update this blog...

Takde timelah.

actually a lot of things happened during the Dec school holidays.

To summarise it, this is what we did

8 Dec 07- go Jurong Bird Park. (actuallykan my hubby ni boleh take free pass from his company, tapi, becos he dunno, we paid S$18/pax for the entrance fee. (tu tak termasuk the train ride).
Anyway, we had fun- went with Shikin,Remy & Iman

19 Dec- Aez aqiqah- at Masjid Ahmad Ibrahim. (after seeing the kambing kena sembelih, until now, I tak makan anything related to Kambing- for unexplained reasons. maybe cause dah nampak real life kan, jadi ada paranoid sikit. Have to make sure I did not see how ayam kena sembelih- if not, ayam pun tak berani nak makan.

Yang hairannya- I used to be a fishing fanatic- ikan yang paling besar I ever caught is 'gemang' the size is as long as my leg- yes! full length.
Gemang ni adik beradik lain bapak ngan sembilanglah- cuma dia hitam aje.
They have different adik beradik- Gemang, sembilang, duri, usat and one more which I cannot remember the name (silverish white col)
Even after dah bertarung with the fish & seeing it dying- I can still makan.

21 Dec- holiday in KL with the gang.
Shikin, Remy & Iman. Rozi, Amy & Shafiq. Me, Hubby & Aez.
We went for 3D2N. Sempat naik Genting lagi.
The trip went rather smoothly except for the occasional merengek from Aez & Iman (maybe pasal lama sangat the journey (6hr) by coach
Alhamdullillah, we had a safe trip.

New Year Eve- went to Bib's chalet at Downtown East.
Countdown macam nak rak- nolah... actually tak countdown- bbq, main bunga api, and the guys- biasalah main pakau.
We brought Aez along. He had so much fun...

Will upload the photos when I find the time o.k.

Bye for now... nak start kerja lah. Dari tadi masuk opis lum uat ape ape lagi.... :)

2007-12-01T00:09:00.000+08:00

Photos taken by paparazzi... Already circulated on the net. Intended to be published only in 2017.......

2007-11-26T09:44:00.000+08:00

Hubby made up the lost time to Aez & me over the weekend.

Since he only got to see Aez for 20min everyday for the past 1 week, he decided to spend the entire day on Sat & Sun layan Aez.

Sat- Boring!!!! (for me..lah) cause I have to work
Hubby & Aez... went to SP Club... spend the time there while waiting for me.
Hubby send me to work first.. (on the way, I told Aez "Aez tolong Mama eh.. jangan b*r*k o.k". Nanti Ayah susah nak cebokkan...
Tapi... ternyata nature calls is greater & more powerful than permintaan Mama. He melepas at 11a.m. Kesian hubby... Dunno how he manage to clean Aez up, made him milk, and put him to sleep.
By the time I finish work.. dah 1.20p.m.

Without planning, we decided to go to 'Sungai Buluh WetLand Reserve'. For those who doesn't know where this place is.... 'go & bukak street directory'... Wakakakaka...
Taklah... it's at Sungai Kadut/Kranji area..Where all the fish farms are. Last time, when Luo Han is popular, many will go to this place to buy them.

Dunno why hubby & me alih-alih aje nak feeling close to nature. There are 3 route. (Route 1 is 3km, Route 2 is 5km & Route 3 is 7k.m. As we did not come prepared, me with my heels, hubby with his slippers, and Aez with his singlet & sandals, we chose the shortest route. We managed to see birds (2 of it to be exact), fishes, iguana and butterflies.

After the 3km walk, we went to the nearby fish farm.. where Aez got to feed the fishes.

By the tme sampai rumah, it was already close to 7p.m. Showered, Aez went to sleep, while hubby & me watched 'Heroes' the series on our laptop. he managed to download the whole season. It was close to 1a.m when we retire to bed.

SUN- intend to wake up at 8.m- kononnya nak go swimming. My alarm clock did not fail me this time- cuma I find it difficult to wake up. Kesian Aez- he kept pulling my hand, korek my hidung, sit on me- to get my attention so that I will wake up. In the end, I woke up close to 10a.m.
Apalagi... kelam kabut mandi, siap & we went out to Woodlands Swimming Complex (it has just been renovated)

By the time we reached- it was close to 11.30a.m. Matahari pun dah tegak... panas terik. As we did not have any sunblock for Aez, hubby has to drive out to buy it from NTUC Marsiling, while Aez & me waited inside the complex. Aez was so excited, he could not wait for ayah to come back with the lotion.
Kesian tengok him, I bring him inside the pool. He had a great time. By the time hubby sampai, we were already 'roasted'. Wipe Aez dry & apply the sunblock on him. Better adakan dari takde langsung. Aez played with the slide, and perform a few stunt (he went head into the water a few times, while practising how to walk in water). By the end of the 2 hrs, he has mastered the art of walking in water. Cheeewah....

Thanks Hubby , for spending the time with us. We were so exhausted that upon reaching home at 2p.m, we were all flat.. Tido sampai 7p.m.

Will upload the photos in an updated entry.

Photos uploaded

2007-11-19T12:24:00.000+08:00

UPDATE

Life has not been that easy (for me, Aez & hubby) since hubby kena reservist.

He have to report to station by 2p.m & will finish by 1a.m.
By the time sampai rumah will be close to 2a.m.
Have to wake up next morning at 7a.m to send Aez & me to AMK-rumah P.I.L
After that, he will go back home & catch some sleep, before waking up at 1p.m to report to station. Kesian hubby... takpelah eh... scarifice a bit for us....

On my side, after work, I will meet Aez & P.I.L at AMK or TPY. Last Friday, they send me right to my door step, after I habis mandi, then they go back- kesian pulak I see them... have to spend time & money take cab.
Sat hubby off day... We went J.B in the morning to pump petrol, after that, we head to Masjid Ahmad Ibrahim to book for Aez Aqiqah..
We head off to Singapore Expo to see see look look at the Malaysia Travel exhibition.
(as we have planned to go KL & Genting on 21 Dec 07 with the gang...we waited for them to sama sama confirm on the trip)
We got a good deal (S$129 for 3D2N at Genting & KL (Legend Hotel).
It was so cheap that I suspect it's a gimmick... pasal, the sales rep say 'subject to hotel availability'- which means kalau takde, we have to top up some $$$ to switch to another hotel. Kalau S$50 ke takpe... tapi kalau kena top us S$100+++. Sape nak accept??? Kan ke tu c******g namanya...

Anyway..., we will only get to find out on Wed....

SUN- intend to wake up at 8a.m. Suppossed to go jemputan at Bt Batok with P.I.L. Ended up terlajak sampai kul 10a.m. My Alarm clock flatlah- pasal Sat night he play too much... (sape lagi kalau bukan Aez). He is my reliable alarm clock- never fail to wake up at 7.30-8 in the morning every weekends. Tapi on last Sun, battery dia ada weak sikit, pasal lambat charge (lambat tidolah- he tido at 12midnight as we spend time at Changi Beach with Remy & Family & Amy & Family)

Hubby drove us to Bt. Batok & later drop us at Bugis Junction. My P.I.L, Aez & me jalan jalan there. We spend abt 3hrs plus.. Ard 3.30p.m, we decided to go umah yaye at TPY.
It was a bit cloudy at Bugis.
When we reach TPY, we noticed the pavements are all wet. 'Dah hujan rupanya...' Nasiblah baiklah...as we never bring umbrella.
However, panas tak sampai ke petang...halway at the traffic light...... IT RAINED HEAVILY!!!!!.
Kita pun apelagi... me with my high heels, my M.I.L, yg tak kuat nak lari, my F.I.L yg dah lama tak lari, with Aez in his pram... lari lintang pukang.....
I cover Aez pram all the way down, which made him scared- he tot I want to leave him somewhere agaknya... He cried while I pushed his Pram & run.... Tapi my high heels is slowing me down.... In the end, my F.I.L took over & ran.... Punyalah lincah kadok... I never think my F.I.L can run that fast....

Sampi umah yaye... we're all drench... BASAH KUYUP.....
Luckly Aez take cover under his Pram... he's not that wet, cuma seluar aje yg basah sikit.
We took no chance- straight away bathe him with warm water... kesian anak mama...
If only ayah was with us... we will not be caught under the rain....
Spend the whole evening at umah Yaye & went back ard 8p.m.

Again, my P.I.L insisted on sending us back... this time I told them sampai Admiralty MRT aje can. Cause I can take cab from there....
I really dunno how to cope with they are not ard..
Mana ngan Aez, with his barang barang in the bag with the pram... Thanks Mak & Ayah for sending us back & taking the empty pram back with you....

Lastly... I want to say sorry to Shikin.....
Aez Matin tergigit jari Iman... (dunno if that is the correct term... tergigit)
Iman was actually playing with Aez, he wants to sayang sayang him when he put his finger in Aez mouth... apelagi... my monster ngaplah...
Sorry Kin... Athough you say takpe.... but I know how a mother felt when that happens..... (I've been thru it when Aez was 5mths ols, he kena gigit on his shoulder by a 18mth toddler)

2007-11-15T11:57:00.000+08:00

Adake orang yg se naive or sebodoh ni?....

As I was surfing the net, I came across a local news.
It's abt a baby who chocked to deadth while being fed lying down.
If such s**t happens, who is to be blamed.
It's only common sense that if you lie down, u will not be able to swallow the food properly.
Kalu tak percaya... why not try it yourself... before doing it onto others... Eiikk.. Geramlah dengan orang mcm ni.
Dahlah tu, she can wait & cry for 3hrs before calling for help. That 3 hrs could have saved the baby's life...

You can read the article below or follow the link.

PLS Mommies, Daddies, Nannies... and whoever is taking care of a baby or toddler or kids, we learn from other ppl mistake.. do not take things too lightly.. jgn endah tak endah... acuh tak acuh... your babies no nothing... they depend on you to protect them.. .
U CANNOT AFFORD TO BE CARELESS

http://www.straitstimes.com/Latest%2BNews/Courts%2Ban2BCrime/STIStory_172903.html

2007-11-13T10:00:00.000+08:00

Reservist

Hubby is on reservist fom yesterday till 29/11/07

Shift dah tukar, so our schedule pun dah tunggang terbalik.

He will start at 2p.m & end at 3a.m.

Skarang tengah pening ni mcm mana nak antar Aez pat AMK.

Guess have to come up with a fool proof plan.

Will crack our brain & update on the outcome.

Maybe ask my P.I.L to stay over or we stay over or say at mak house at Sembawang.

How I wish this reservist never exist!!!! Payaulah gini....

Nasib baik cuma ada Aez aje.kalau ade 1 more.... god help me!!!

(Guess it's high time i re-took my driving license.) bukan tak pernak take.. dah 2 time to be exact) but apekan daya... action nak take private instructor when satu haram pun tak tau mcm mana nak drive. end up instructor tido time I drive.... imagine I took a turn(corner) at gear 3. Dah mcm professional race car driver.....

2007-11-08T00:26:00.000+08:00

Lepas 1..... 2....(salah)
Lepas 1....1....

One after another....mula mula hp jatuh dlm jamban. (ooppss... sorry for the language).
Afer that a few dayz ago, abg rezal terjatuhkan my external hard drive.. (which is suppossed to keep ALL the data safe)...
I tot can still retrieve the data... takpelah kalau the harddrive gone (it's abt $200+). tapi all the info inside is important...
Gambar Aez from birth... sampai 1st birthday all gone...
Dah takleh retrieve....
Sape sape yang ade keep any gambar....pls help to burn in a CD & pass to me can?
Thank you....

(Singing to the tune of lagu 'Mabuk lagi')
Bingit lagi.....
Lepas satu satu terjadi....
Dah tak tau nak buat ape kini....
Cuma leh duduk gigit jari....
Oh... my Hubby.....u memang nak kena from me.....

2007-11-07T15:48:00.000+08:00

BINGIT!!!!!!!

My handphone just drop into the toilet bowl.....

Dah tak boleh on.....

At first can, but the start up sound mengigil.....

Then, it says invalid battery....

Bila nak charge, it says unable to charge, & cannot detect device......

Then......... it went DEAD!!!!!!!

2007-11-04T21:51:00.000+08:00

Aez just got himself a new bike on Saturday. A motorised bike to be exact. There's red & yellow color. We choose yellow pasal he already have a blue & red tricycle. And also yellow is Valentino Rossi's bike color. Hahahah. Tapi.... he takutlah. Because when moving off, the bike jerk a bit. The speed is abt 5km/h. (equivelent to fast walking). At first, we saw it at kiddy palace. Harga dia is S$109. But we got the exact same one at baby hyperstore (at Shun Li Industrial Park) for S$79. Tot of buying the F1 racing car, but his leg tak sampai nak picit the pedal. He ended up sitting inside it rather than on it (at the seat).

Maybe should give him sometime to get used to the bike. Next item on the list is the slide-S$159 for a big one with basketball net or maybe should get with the swing ( this one must ask hubby... cause takut takde tempat nak letak) lagipun the public playground cuma right infront of our house).

After shopping for his things, we go and change hubby's car rim (swap with his friend whose selling away his car). From 16" to 17". Rabaklah minyak....

Suppossed to go Wan's house at 6p.m- tapi by the time we reach home ard 5p.m- Aez tido... So cancelled.

Sun- woke up at 8a.m. Actually tak wake up... tapi was woken up- by siapa lagi kalau tak Aez. Kalau dia bangun aje... mesti look for me. Tu takpe.. he will pull my hand to ajak main- if I still pretend to sleep, he will poke my nose, sit on me, and pretend to cry. Bukan mama tak tau, itu semua peranan... so that I will wake up & layan him.

All this while, I tot Aez tak takut anything (except for Nunus)- vacuum cleanerlah. Itupun have to scare him by pointing it at him, and purposely vacuum in his pants. Until Sun- when we go to Changi to see aeroplane. He has always been facinated by MRT- nampak or dengar aje train, he will point & be amused by it. At first bila he saw the plane from far, he pointed and smile (agaknya dia ingatkan bird), but when it got nearer, with the deafening sound- he started to lari towards us. It was so funnylah..

Pat sana, we saw a chinese couple with a toddler abt the age of 2 years old. They are also watching plane and taking photo. What happen next really stunned me. The husband was walking in front. The wife behind him carrying the boy & holding umbrella. Suddenly she fell face down together with the boy. The impact was on the boy- he hit his head on the tar walkway. Ya Allah!! The mum must have missed a step (pasal initially she was on the cement walkway which was one level lebih tinggi from the tar walkway).

He cried so loud. The father carried him and kept asking him where hurts. Kesian seh. Sampai tercampak his car keys. The mum tanak the boy run on his own pasal there are a few cyclist ard takut nanti terlanggar her son- but ended up falling with him.

I hope the boy was not seriously hurt. Takut nanti the effect to the fall come later. If our babies suffer a fall- should it be serious or not- the rule is always to monitor them for 24 hrs. The eating, drinking, sleeping pattern. And also if there are as active as normal. If you sense something's wrong- dun wait longer- just go jumpa doctor- better be safe than sorry.

We continued our expedition to East Coast Park- where we spend 2 hours watching Tamiya car race & play with the sand and the sea.

Reached home ard 5p.m. Aez dah tido dari dalam kereta. Sampai aje rumah- baru nak landing he bangun dah. Standard- ape lagi.... ajak me main. Kacau daun betullah. Dahlah penat. Aez punya pasal, Mama tak kisahlah... Main pun main lah. Penat belakang kira. Open the door & let him play with the neighbour's kids- aged 5 to 9 years old.

Tak padan ni anak.... main no. 1

The time now is 11.11p.m. Aez dah tido. mama punya turn pulak kacau dia. I wanna poke his nose and ajak him play........

Aez... ready or not.....here I come.....

2007-10-26T08:34:00.000+08:00

Feeling better

Yeslah!! I'm feeling better today.

Smalam I cabut from work & reach angah house ard 4.45p.m.

After eating, terus makan ubat & sleep.

Tak sadar until 6.45p.m- when I heard Duda cry.

Rupanya angah tengah mandikan Aez & Dian. I took Duda & bring her out. Nasib baik senyap.

We visited Cik Din's house yesterday- reach Yew Tee ard 9.30p.m. Stayed for an hour till 10 plus. Hubby pick us (mak, angah, razak, and the babies) Reach home ard 11.20p.m. mandi & tido.

Just to share what i did to make myself better- minum kopi O- 3 gelas- make sure its 'kau-kau'.
Drink nescafe- All this caffeine has helped my body fight the virus- cuma ada belen belen tertinggal agaknya cause I can still feel my nose perit & my cough is still there.
But the most important is that I tak sakit rabak & terbaring only- not functioning.

We are like machines- once break down, takleh function- that's it- everything will be affected.

Maybe nak suruh hubby hantar me go overhaul- turun engine & service carbarateur.

Hahahah... I meant holidaylah.....

2007-10-25T09:16:00.001+08:00

Not feeling well

I'm asking for it.... Nak sangat sakitkan.... Nah amik kau!!!

My Aez suara dah serak, got dry cough... Skarang me dah rasa mcm nak sakit.

Badan dah rasa lemah.. tekak dah sakit... Dah sah all this is the symptoms of flu...

Mama 'sayo eh' (Dian sleng of sori). Aez make you sick.

Takleh!!!!... Oh I dunwan. Kalau sick, susahlah hubby nak look after Aez.

Smalam aje, I selak 2 pil kuning for flu & 2 panadol, (gone, takleh wake up). Morning morning bangun tengok Aez dah pat tepi katil. Ayah tak jagalah... Kalau Aez jatuh how???

Hubby worried sick... 'Yang you take MC lah, rest dulu before melarat'. But I refuse. Kalau kita ikutkan sangat, we will feel more lousy & sick.

Still trying to fight this virus. Hopefully, kalau tak ikutkan sangat (jgn lemahkan badan..), it will go away by end of today.

Hopefully...

2007-10-20T00:26:00.000+08:00

Raya 2007

A lot happened during the past 1 week.

Of course it's raya....

First day was spent visiting mum, mak on house, cik mama house, yaye hassan house, nek kin house, nek busuk, cik leha house.

Everything was going smoothly until we were on our way to my mil house at AMK. We met with a minor accident. Aez was sleeping at that time- I pangku him on my lap (I was sitting in front). Along Yio Chu Kang (the straight stretch of road) my husband hit the rear of another car. Dah tak sempat nak break... There goes his new body kit (habis pecah). FYI, this is the 3rd one. We have spent S$300 to install a new one (2 weeks before raya). Luckily no one was hurt. Aez continued sleeping, while I continued nagging (my hubby, kalau drive ngan body kit pecah, takde ape ape, tapi once dah change, pelan pelan, TERlanggar sana, terlanggar sini). Skarang he fed up, want to change back to the original...

Anyway, the owner of the other vehicle was very understanding... Thanks for not spoiling our mood.

Despite that incident, we were still in high spirit.

Halfway, ard 7plus, Aez pulak start deman again. Badan panas- to make it worst... I tak bawak the ubat (cos ingatkan dah baik betul). Reach home almost 11p.m.

2nd day- suppossed to wake up early morning 6am- balik kampung in Pontian.

Overslept- woke up at 10a.m.

Spent 2 days there... punyalah slow the time.... takleh angkat....

3rd day- balik SIN- reach home @5p.m. Damn tired

4th day- work- after work balik go visit the neighbours (all my 4 neighbours malay). Talked until 12a.m.

5th day- go cik Aweh house

6th day- Mak on & mak came over

7th day- Fad & Adah came over

besok kerja...... what am I still doing here?

Chioa.....

2007-10-12T09:45:00.001+08:00

Wohooo.....Besok Raya!!!!!!

Yeahhh....!!!!! Besok raya.....
Tak sabar nak tengok my little Aez pakai baju melayu, songkok & samping & jalan terkedik kedik.

I once told my hubby's budak kampong punya wive. (3 of them) that Aez can jalan by raya.
Syukur, hajat mama ditunaikan, Aez took his first steady steps on 1st day Ramadhan. Skarang ni dah laju dah... cuma jgn kejar aje, lintang pukang dia lari, sometimes sampai terjatuh.

Having said that, Aez actually baru baik demam, he was having a temp on Wednesday afternoon. Masa tu dia pat Toa Payoh rumah Cik Mama. Takde angin takde ribut, alih alih demam.
Punyalah panik me..

Malam tu I sponge him with air mawar at ard 9p.m, 1a.m & tap water @ 4a.m. Baru turun sikit the temp.

Besoknya we sent to my mum place (she look after), by 11a.m my mum called to say Aez berak hijau... (dah sahlah ni terperanjat.. ape yg diterperanjatkan pun tak taulah)

Alhamdulillah, by 4p.m demam dah turun, but rashes (small dots) appear on his legs. I dunno asal, tapi everytime he demam, mesti ada rashes appear after the temp turun.

Anyway, type type jugak... actually me still at work (GERAM!!!!!) tak dapat full day leave. maklumlah, I ni kan Sales Director, mesti ensure all is in order, before boleh cabut..

I can predict what is going to happen for the rest of today. (petang malam sampai ke pagi)..
Apelagi kalau tak KEMAS RUMAH... mop, lap tingkap, lap kipas, lap lampu, pasang ape ape yg patut. Time malam, my title change jadi Domestic Director (angah managerkan, I up sikitlah, pasal kalau dah jadi Sales Director in the day, takkan Domestic Manager at nightkan)

Bulan tidak kelihatan lagi... (jgn panik, pasalkan dah siang, mana ade bulan)
Dengan ini saya mengishtiharkan bahawa saya kena stop here and buat kerja in order to cabut siang...

Kami sekeluarga menyusun 30jari (Hubby, Aez & Me)
memohon ampun & maaf sekiranya ada salah & silap, terkasar bahasa/ termengumpat/terbully (ni pat for Aezlah- bully Laila)
sama ada dengan senjaga ataupun tidak.

Semoga kalian sekeluarga dilimpahakan rezeki & kesihatan untuk sama sama BERAYA!!!!!!

PS:- Jgn makan banyak banyak tau besok- sia sia aje loose weight bulan puasa (20-25days), when you eat to gain all back in 2 days...

2007-10-10T10:18:00.000+08:00

Grabbed these pix from my cousin (Along) site.
Along, kalau ada lagi gambo yg lama-lama, e-mail me k.

2007-10-10T09:33:00.000+08:00

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Try the test for yourself. Whatever is said is very true (for me).
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2007-10-02T10:00:00.000+08:00

Ayang is down with fever.

This ayang is my 'baby tua' lah. Kalau dah sakit, mengalahkan Aez. Semuanya serba tak kena.
Temp is 39.3 degrees. Kirakan panaslah tu kan. Ask him to bathe tanak... nak tido only... from 8.20 (I went out to shop & save beli susu, pampers, sabun, shampoo). Before go out, I make sure Aez tido first, so tak kacau ayah. But when I come back at 9p.m, there he was, squatting by ayah's side, wondering why ayah tak layan him, even after he push and sondol ayah to get his attention.
On seeing me, apalagi, my baby ni crylah (Aez). He now very the menjeng oredi. I carried him, made him susu and put him back to sleep. (all this while, my baby tua is complaining that I dah tak pedulikan dialah, dah tak give attentionlah... lebih sayang Aezlah... maklumlah... org sakit nikan emo- just becos I put a wet towel on his head & leave it there while attending to Aez)

Without realising it, I pun tertido. Now I have this very bad habit - sleeping while putting Aez to sleep. Cannot help it lah...
Woke up at 12.30a.m. Rasa ayang's forehead. Yalah it's burning hot.. I took the towel, bilas with tap water, and wipe him (like what I always do if Aez demam). I tarik the comforter he was using- and put it aside. If the body is already hot, it's not advisable to selubung even if your body seram sejuk. He terjaga and ask if he can makan ubat- 'not yet becos you last eat @ 8p.m- next one will be ard 2-3a.m.'

I ask him to sleep and I mandi- I just cannot sleep in peace if I haven wash up yet- so tak kira what time, I will still mandi, shampoo rambut & then baru sleep.

Before sleeping, I tell myself to wake up at 3a.m- nak kasi ayang mam ubat. Kalau tak bangun kang nanti dia merajuk.
I don't know what woke me up- I just tersadar, look at the time on my hp- 3.30a.m. Terlambat 1/2 hr. Takpelah, yg penting bangun. Wipe him again and woke him up to makan ubat.

He ask for hot milo- laparlah tu agaknya. Made 1 cup for him and drink 1/2 cup myself- for sahur.

Skali masuk bilik- Aez bangun dah... this baby, kalau dah bangun, susah nak kasi tido balik. He laugh and ajak me play. I buat dunno, made for him milk, and tepuk him, hoping he will fall asleep.
Liat betul nak kasi tido. Maybe because dah puas tido from 9p.m. Last resort- I just lie down, half close my eyes and pretend to sleep. Ingatkan he will sleep if nobody layan, instead, he crawl to the end of the bed, took out his toys from the toy box and play. I just watch him play, sampai he dah ngantuk, he sondol me and then baru tido. Tengok hp- dah 5a.m.

I have only 1 1/2 hour to catch some sleep, before waking up for work.

This is the duty of a wife & a mother.... tak boleh berat sebelah.. must divide attention and love equally....

Ayang... I wonder if I am the one who fall sick... ape akan jadi eh????

2007-10-01T09:55:00.000+08:00

Buka Puasa (at my house)

Semenjak mula puasa sampai skarang, baru yesterday yang hubby & me buka at home.
Maklumlah... balik kerja dah wat time, nak masak tak sempat... tapau aje and eat at mak house... kadang kadang buka at angah house.(bukan kadang2- macam selalu pun ade :)

Tapi, yesterday is different....angah, razak & the babies come overlah..
Best...

Pagi pagi lagi I dah wake up (9a.m). Ah!! itu u say pagi... Aiseyman.. smalamkan Sunday (restday), and dun 4get that I still have to wake up at 6.30 to make for Aez milk. Kirakan bangun jugalah tu...

Ayang have to work, so I took the pram out to take Aez go marketlah..
Hearing Aez voice, Kak Lina (jiran sebelah- Aez preious baby sitter) buka pintu and offered to look after him, while I go pasar.

Nasib baik! kalau tak tu, tak tau mcm mana nak pikul barang and tolak pram.

List of thing i bought
Ketam(big) 2kg
Ketam(small)1/2 kg
Ikan Ayam Ayam(sape yg tak tau how it look like, rupa dia mcm ikan, tapi ada kacukan ayam- boleh berkokok... HAHAHA.. so if nak buy, have to make sure it haven mati yet.. cuba suruh dia bunyi.. kalau kokok, itulah dia ikan ayam ayam...
Crab meat, fishball, telor burung, telor ayam, jagung, and all the rempah ratus (tak sampai seratuslah.. mcm mana nak pikul? agak agak 5 ke 6 gitu adalah)

Angah and family came ard 2.30p.m (hubby fetch them since dia kena daerah Sembawang)
The babies chill and play -sampaikan Aez jatuh at platform and knock his head on my zen sofa. (Come to think of it, I a bit regret buying a solid wood sofa..tak terfikir that it's not baby friendly- that said, my new dining table pun zen collection- solid wood). So, the next important thing in my list is safety helmet for Aez. ('Ayang dun 4get to buy the helmet k').

We had ketam masak rempah, Ikan bakar, sayur goreng, fishball soup, cucur udang. After buka we eat jagung rebus. The drinks- teh, Lychee, coke, Alicafe with ginseng, kopi-o... Tak mengelodak perut tu nasiblah kirakan..

We sang a few song on the new system we bought on Sat (Martin Roland speaker+ Micron Amp + Martin Roland mic). this is 1 of the many thing on hubby wish list. (will come out with hubby wish list in lain siaran pada waktu yang sama)

It was time to say goodbye at 10p.m.

Thanks Angah, Razak, Dian & Duda for coming over... it was a weekend well spent...

2007-09-13T09:19:00.001+08:00

Selamat Berpuasa

Hari ini, permulaan berpuasa buat semua umat Islam.

Hubby & Me went to Shing Siong yesterday, beli barang dapur, to cook for sahur/ buka.
We reach home ard 9p.m, after fetching Aez at mak house.
If my normal routine will be mandi, gosok baju, tido, yesterday was different.

Sampai aje rumah I terus on the washing machine- the baju dah banyak- so might as well I spin it. While doing that, I kopek the bawang, siapkan the bahan bahan to cook 'ayam lemak cili padi'.

Hubby was saying' Ah! Pagi pagi makan pedas?'.
He memang tak kuat pedas- kalau me- jangan cakap- lagi pedas lagi best- especially if once you put in your mouth, terus terasa pat telinga- I Like!!!.

I told him-'Jangan takutlah- I kurangkan cili and cili padi- so instead of putting 6/8 cili padi, I put a miserable 1. Together with cili merah, it turn out o.k- more like lauk lemak rather than lemak cili padi...

While doing all that we goreng ayam and eat... Kiasu eh.. mentang mentang nak puasa, semua nak bedal dulu.

Slept at 11.30p.m. I woke up at 4p.m. (actually 2.30p.m, then 4p.m- pasal Aez cry- have to cuddle him)
Panaskan nasi- panaskan lauk, goreng telur... then baru kejut hubby.
Bila I shake his shoulder to wake him, dia boleh kasi signal 'nanti' ni... He tot it's already 6.45- his normal wake up time... I showed the signal 'makan' -baru nak bangun.

After eating, went to sleep. Terasa baru letak kepala pat bantal, my alarm dah bunyi.
It was 6p.m. Cepatnya time... Rasa malas nak bangun pun ada.
Maklumlah dah 2 mths tak training- since Aez can sleep throughout the night- I dah tak payah bangun every 3-4 hrs lagi- Selamat!!!

Sekarang ni baru 9.40a.m.
Ada lagi 9hrs plus before buka puasa...
So selamat berpuasa... kalau nampak ape ape yang sedap sedap tu... janganlah mengalah... kuatkan iman- insyaallah you can go thru the fist day even without realising it.
Nanti dah waktu berbuka nak lantak ape lantaklah....

2007-09-02T18:04:00.000+08:00

Long Long Saturday....

A very long Saturday. When to wild wild wet, Explorer Kidz, and wedding dinner. (actually we had 2 wedding dinner & a chalet to attend).
No choice... we left out 2 places becos of time constrain.

Exciting time at wild wild wet.
Yes! it was wild and wet.
Wild- the ride
Wet- our baju...

We also had a mini birthday celebration for Indra Shafiq (Rozi & Amy's son).
Cake bukan main kencang lagi.. Superman dok...
After cake cutting.. apa lagi... mandilah....

I was forced to go down the slide yg tinggi tu. Macam nak terkeluar jantung. Actually, I almost back off last min, tapi kesiankan Shikin, (takde partner nak naik) I went.
I was undecided whether to sit facing down or facing my back to the slide. I ended up choosing facing down. Wrong choice!!!
Anyway, I went thru with it, and am still in 1 piece. (all this happen while Aez & Iman Shafiq (was fast asleep)

After mandi, makan, mandi makan, it was time to go back.
Time check 5.30p.m. How time flies when you're having fun.

Reach home almost 6.30p.m.
Tanpa hegeh hegeh, we siap (actually only I siap). My son sleeping..my hubby terbaring pat sofa. Went out at 7.30 to the wedding dinner at Yishun. Bagus jugak.. kita semua tengah kebulur.
My hubby... tanpa waiting for me, went straight to the buffet table. Tak ingat anak bini... terus makan.
Luckily ada lauk dalca & ikan fillet for Aez. I took some and suap dia makan.. Wow! satu pinggan habis..boleh tahan anak mama makan. Maybe pasal lapar from all the swimming.

When it's time for me to eat, the kuda kepang group performed.
Kalau perform for fun takpe juga. Sampai terasuk..., muntah, badan kejung. Terbantut selera nak makan.
Bukan apa.. I dislike lah. Lebih lebih lagi the tok guru is seorang yg berpangkat haji. Kan ke tu semua berdosa.
Rozi was telling me one of the girl on the kuda was staring at a guy (or a boy)and action rapat rapat. She said "kalau kena laki aku, kuda kepang tak kuda kepang..gaduh mesti gaduh punya'. Oi..memang betul tu. itu time baru dia tau siapa yg kena lempang..
Anyway we took our babies away from the performance. Prevention is better than cure..especially for anak sulung..

Went home at 10.30. Tak boleh angkat the penat..... Maybe lepas raya will plan another outing to Bird Park or Sentosa... Can't wait- insyaallah that time Aez dah boleh jalan...

2007-08-23T00:28:00.000+08:00

CELEBRATION CONTINUES IN CONJUNCTION OF NENEK B'DAY ON 11 AUG 07 AT COSTA SAND PASIR RIS

AEZ SARAPAN MCDONALD & WENT TO EXPLORER KIDZ

2007-08-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

CELEBRATION ON 9 AUG 07 AT SEMBAWANG PARK

2007-08-22T09:14:00.000+08:00

Check Out Aez Matin Adventure!!!

My First Born son born on 9 august 2006

2007-08-14T22:54:00.001+08:00

Just few mins old on 090806

2007-08-14T09:10:00.000+08:00

Happy 1st Birthday Mohammad Raez Matin!!!

Yeah!!! My baby dah jadi big boy lah.
Dah hit the big 1.

Been a busy week for me... (and yes, me aje... maklumlah mak pengantin..terlari sana, terkejar sini)

We had a bbq at Sembawang Park on National Day itself. Quite a lot of aunties, neneks, come to celebrate Aez birthday.. Punyalah panas, until my baby ada sunburn seh.. his nose dah start peeling.

Pat Sembabwang park tu pun last minute decision, actually we had already book a pit at East Coast, tapi memandagkan jauh, and also trouble finding parking space, we chose a nearer location.

Set up at 12.30p.m. BBQ and cut cake at ard 3.30p.m.
Stayed till 7p.m.

Next day rest...

Continued the celebration at NTUC Downtown East Chalet.
Check in Friday at 6.30p.m.
BBQ on Sat (wow, this time ramai seh jemputan... sampai tak terlayan all my friends.)

I was transformed from a wonder mum to wonder woman.. cuma costume aje takde.. tak sempat nak tempah..
Entah brape banyak kali I have to pikul tong air to refill. Kalau ringan takpe.. beratnya... takleh angkat!

Kesian my neneks yang kena jadi nenek satay.. (hahaha.. bcos they bakar satay, so have to call nenek sataylah).. Agaknya after this, all my nenek and auntie dah leh bukak satu gerai pat Lau Pa Sat..

We had bbq chicken, hotdog, udang, ikan, otak2, satay, kari ayam, epok2,popiah, fried bee hun, cupcake, jagung, agar2, kek lapis, banyaklah.... tak teringat.

Most of the guest left ard 12p.m, by then makanan pun almost finish.

Overall it was fun, cuma I did not get to enjoy the foodlah. I only ate once- itupun cuma 1 ayam, 2 otak2, nasi with kari ayam and udang.

Cleanup time- ini yang cik malas ni... semua org dah balik left only me to settle the cleaning.
Dengan the minyak, tong air, termos makanan, sendok, sudit, tongs- I become betul macam minah rewang bawah blok lah. I scub all this pat dalam toilet- entah brape lama berendam. By the time I finished, it was almost 2p.m.

Now still compiling the photos- pasal terlalu banyak.
Will post once it's done.

Now planning for his second birthday.. this time round nak bilang my hubby sewa satu bangla- so that he can do all the cleaning.. and my turn to tangkap jambu.....

2007-07-31T10:02:00.001+08:00

Update on Aez Matin

Went for blood test on last Thursday- 26/7/07- and guess what? He didn't cry when the doc prick his finger.
Dia tengokkan aje- maybe he's thinking what is this person doing with my finger eh? Holding it so tight and squeezing the blood out of me...

Hahaha. and the doc say Aez is brave- maybe he will become a doc when he grows up.
Itulah harapan mama... Doctor Matin- how does that sound...

The blood test came out to be o.k- no dengue- he's down with viral infection.
Doc also found his Hb low (10.5 compared to min 11 in young children). This condition is called Thalessemia.
So we have to schedule for another blood test on 6 Sept 07, six weeks later.

Doctor wants him to fully recover before they do another full blood count.

Semoga Aez cepat sembuh... and the coming blood test result to be good.
Mama sentiasa doakan kesihatan anak mama - Mohammad Raez Matin.

2007-07-25T23:25:00.000+08:00

Nothing Else Matters......

Except for my bay-b love- Mohammad Raez Matin

He's been down with fever since Monday evening, and today, rashes starts to appear.
More on his limbs (hands & legs) compared to the rest of his body.

This happened once before- that was when his temp shot to 39.8 degrees.
After the temp subside, it's usually normal for rashes to appear. The explanation is because all the heat is released. (or something to that sense).

However, today, when we visited the bapak sedara (doctor) at Vista Point, instead of giving him antibiotic, he was given a chit to go for blood test or rather blood count. He's still running a temp of 38.2 degrees.

This is because of the dengue fever yg now tengah peak. Doctor just wants to make sure that the rashes is not due to that.
According to him and also to my understanding, rashes in dengue patient always appear after 4-7 days of fever, tapi not sure in babies (might be faster)

Ya Allah... jauhkanlah Aez dari penyakit.
Sembuhkanlah anak ku ini.Pindahkanlah sakit dan segala kuman kuman dari Aez pada Mama.
Mama rela penyakit Aez diberi pada mama.

2007-07-23T22:45:00.000+08:00

Nothing interesting happened these few weeks, that's the reason why takde update.

Anyway, I nak ceritakan what happen last weekend.....

Sat

Tak kerja... malas... sekarang ni dah dapat green light from my boss tak payah datang kerja on Saturday... alasan takde org jaga my baby... Just finish 3 days exhibition at Suntec Convention Hall. It was tiring like hell. I am in the corporate gift industry and the show is all abt gifts... so whoever reading, if you're looking for corporate gift or premium, feel free to drop me a msg... hahah sempat advertise seh...

Anyway, I went down to shop & safe at ard 2.30p.m (at Vista Point).
Brought my hubby atm card to withdraw cash- tapi mesin tu gila sikit... takde small notes.. must withdraw in nomination of S$50.
I wanted to buy Aez punya susu & pampers.
So takpelah I withdraw S$100. As we're going to jemputan & cukur rambut later in the afternoon, I have to find a way to get small notes.
I took Huggies dry comfort (it's now S$19+) & 1 tin of Friso 2 (harga pun dah naik-S$28 per tin) it used to be only S$23....
I made my way to the cashier to pay. Total is S$47 plus.
I took out S$50 note and told her that I'm paying for both the item and present to her my other S$50 to request for change of S$10 x 5.
Dengan selamba dia scan my items and say 'Sorry we don't have enuf change'.
Hello!! Who do you think I am to believe that. Shop & safe is a reputable big organisation, bukan kedai mamak tau.
I'm sure they have enough small notes on standby, cuma this cashier aje yg ngada ngada. maybe she malas nak tukar dengan chief cashier or the manager in duty.

I pun apelagi. Tak mendidih darah... My blood shot up to 100degrees on the spot. kalau ikutkan hati, boleh jadi incredible hulk...
Smiling I told her... "So you cannot change for me is it?"
"No" was the answer.
"O.k, if that's the case, can you put these 2 items in separate receipt? I'll pay for them separately"
Engkau tercengang the trainee cashier (I caught a glimpse of her nametag).
She stare at me for the longest moment. I return the stare and ask 'So can you do it?"
Agaknya dia ingatkan I ni maid ke ape? Mentang mentanglah tak pakai makeup, baju t-shirt ngan sluar short aje, kau ingat aku bodoh? Hey.. hello!!! tengok kakilah beb...

She had no choice but to call the manager to void the transaction and rekey my purchase in 2 separate receipt.

I paid S$50 -got a change of S$22 for the milk and another S$50 for the pampers- with a change of S$30 odd dollars for the pampers.

The end of the day... sape yg rugi? Remember... customer is always right...
Selalu aje I got this from my client.. skali skali pun kena take revenge.

SUN

Hubby work. No choicelah kalau tak agaknya kita kena ikat perut (which is also not a bad idea pasal I'm still trying to get rid of my post pregnancy fats).

Anyway I juggle cooking while looking after my baby. Kesian dia... while i carry him in 1 hand and pegang senduk in the other, dia tertidur..after putting him to bed, I continued my war in the kitchen.
It was really like a world war 3. Habis satu dapur berserak. My baby ni suka tolong 'kemas'.
Niway, hubby reach home at ard 3p.m.
Aez pun dah bangun.
I open the fridge & saw red apple. Apelagi, I cut it to small pcs and offer hubby.
Dia punya baik hati, gave 1 pc to Aez.
My Aez pun sukalah. He took the apple and ran in his walker. I dah terpekik "Yang u better tengok Aez tu nanti dia gigit apple boleh tercekik".
"Taklah. He cannot bite" came the reply.
"U jgn cakap, dia kan dah ade gigi (2 at the bottom)
Tak sampai 1 min, "ggrrpp" bunyi apple Aez gigit.
I pun apelagi...melenting kanchiong...
I took Aez out from the walker and turn him upside down, put my finger in his mouth to force out the apple.
Nasib baik my baby ni tak gelojoh.
He still tengah rase rase the apple and has not decided to telan it yet.

I managed to take out a big pc of it. Dia pun apelagi nangislah. He tot I tak kasi makan.
I scrape the apple so small pcs and feed him. He's a happy baby once again.

A lesson to learn.

NEVER UNDER-ESTIMATE YOUR BABY'S CAPABILITY.

PREVENTION IS BETTER THAN CURE....

2007-07-06T09:30:00.000+08:00

Just want to share what my hubby once told me... back in 1998, when we were just dating...

Don't walk in front of me cause I might not follow
Don't walk behind me cause I might not lead
Just walk beside me and be my girl...

Sweet right....

Terkenang zaman silam masih dating dating dulu...
Macam syok lah gitu...
How I wish we can 'relight the fire'.....

Hubby... if you're looking at this, you know what I mean...
We talk about this for a long time... dari Aez Matin lum ada sampai dah nak 1 years old...

2007-06-20T10:35:00.000+08:00

My Aez Matin is down with fever of 38.9 degree.

I'm now very sure that he rindu his ayah.

I called hubby to tell him that.
Actually I don't want to trouble him, tapi at the same time, kesiankan Aez.

He kept calling 'ayah'...when he cried.
Tak tahu if it's by accident that word come out or he really is calling for his ayah.. (tapi tak mungkin it just came out from his mouth... it happened a few times over the past few days.

Anyway, hubby got to go out for a few hours to see Aez, thanks to his instructor. He just need to produce the medical chit as prove.

Aez got to hug his ayah yesterday... dia punya terkam... masyaallah.. macam harimau...

When time to say goodbye at 9p.m, he cried again....

I'm on half day today... going back to look after Aez.

Kesian my mother in law... she didn't get to sleep the whole of last nite jaga my son.
Thanks mak...

2 days down- 3.5 more days to go...

2007-06-19T09:39:00.000+08:00

Kesian Aez Matin.

He is simply not used to not having his ayah around at nite.

He's o.k in the day time. Adik main main with him and help to put him to sleep.

Tapi bila malam aje, he became cranky. I think he's looking for his ayah.

After his milk @ 8p.m yesterday, I tidurkan dia. Usually, once he fall asleep, it will be at least 1 hour min to 4 hr max before we wakes up. Tapi yesterday, tak sampai 20min, he woke up and cried- loudly. I carried & pujuk him.
Dalam dia menangis tu, he called out "Ayah... Ayah... Ayah.." - 3 times.
Sedih seh. Selalu hubby will play with him as soon as we reach home.

My mum suruh call hubby to let Aez hear his voice. So I pun apalagi.. I called him to say that Aez is calling for him. I put him on loudspeaker for Aez to hear his voice.
Tapi... bukan makin diam. makin melalak lagi ada. At first he kept quiet & listen, when he realised that it's ayah's voice, he cebek and started to cry- louder this time.

Dah melarat susah nak pujuk. At last I had no choice but to bring him downstairs and jalan jalan. Lama jugak pat bawah. As I did't bring my hp, I couldn't tell the time. When Aez fell asleep, baru I went up. The time is already 9.15p.m.

Did nothing much at nite- boringlah takde hubby beside me.- I slept at 10.30p.m

1 day down- 4.5 more days to go...

2007-06-18T10:01:00.000+08:00

Hubby in camp

Felt so sad, hubby will be in camp for 5 days starting 18/6/07. He will only be back on Sat afternoon.

Kesian Aez & me, kena tido sendiri- without ayah. We have to sleep @ my mum place in Sembawang.

Aez macam tahu aje,that he will not be seeing his ayah for 1 week. This morning when I woke hubby up to bathe, dia pun bangun sekali. Bukak aje mata cari ayah. He golek golek & sondol his ayah- when hubby step out of the room, he cried.

Bila time nak keluar rumah, he will not let hubby put him down.
My mum has no choice but to put him in his pram & ajak dia turun bawah jalan jalan.

I knew my hubby cannot bear to leave Aez, but apakan daya....

I just hope the week will be over without us realising it.(I kept hubbynya baju for Aez to sleep with. Just hope the bau will last till Sat)

Cannot wait to see hubby on Saturday....

Miss him already...

Take care sayang. Aez & me waiting for you.

2007-06-15T09:36:00.000+08:00

Thought today will be better.

Slept early yesterday (at 11p.m)
My Aez bangun 1 time only @ 5.30a.m to drink (thank you baby, I think you also know mama tired eh?)

Macam biasa hubby drove me to work (actually- taklah sampai my office building) I have to stop halfway (near his office) & take bus to reach my office.

It has been my daily routine to either take 135 or 100 & stop after 4 bus stop (my hubby workplace is abt 5-7 min drive from mine). After sarapan pat kedai makcik, I will have to walk nearly 1km to my office building.

Today I sarapan mee rebus (eemm.. sunguh mengemukkan. I know.. tapi mcm terasa nak makan lah).

No empy seat, so I choose a table yg ada 1 person only and sat to eat.
Yg hairannya, the guy who is already at the table ask me 'you stay AMK is it?'. Tak terperanjat beruk, actually I tak stay AMKlah, tapi my in law stay there.
I kept quiet.
He continued... 'Oh... I always notice you take 135 & drop at this bus stop everyday, ard this time.'
I kept quiet & continued eating. Dalam hati ni, dakdup jugak. The thought that he knew what bus I took & which stop I alight is scary.

Dah bis makan, he blah.. After I finished, I pun angkat kaki jalan... Across the road at pam minyak I saw him again.
Eh... I thought dia dah blah dari tadi.. apasal masih pat sini eh...
I called my hubby to inform him.
Yelah manalah tahu ni org gila ke atau part of the gang of human trafficking... Takut seh...
Soon, I lost sight of him...

To think that just a few days ago hubby & me watch Human Trafficking- we rentlah...
Seram seh.. to think 800,000 ppl are being trafficked each year in the world. Most of them have to become sex slave- work & kena ****, just to pay off their so called 'debt'. Some amounting to millions of dollars

So ppl out there, dun talk to strangers...
You never know what their motive is..
Take care.

2007-06-15T09:26:00.000+08:00

I lost my spectacle yesterday....

Bingit seh...

Dahlah tak nampak no. bus, I have to wait for the bus to come really near then i flag it.
Agaknya bus driver pun kancheong. Mesti terjam brake punya...

Mesti ada org yg hairan how the specs which is suppossed to be on my nose bridge boleh hilang.
Actually, during my lunchtime, I chill pat staircase my office, skali tu my boss talipon, suruh amik barang pat bawah, in a hurry, I forgotten that I have taken out my specs & left it on the stairs.

Sorry hubby, I lost the specs you bought for me.

Lepas tu takpe, I kena go out appt, si rabun ni, dahlah tahan bus lambat, stop pat wrong stop pulak tu.
I had to walk abt 2km to go to my client office.
Kesian eh...
I drop near defu lane, (pasal the road under construction) and walk to kaki bukit... Near Nissan showroom... Yes, that's how far I have to walk.
Pat tengah jalan pulak tu.
Takde pavement - lum siap.
Seram jugak- kejap kejap tengok belakang- pasalkan ada banyak heavy vehicle. (walking same flow as the traffic). ON THE ROAD...

What a day....

2007-06-14T09:28:00.000+08:00

Cerita Seram Marathon

I would like to recommend seram punya cerita- PUAKA TEBING BIRU

This is far better than Chermin & Bangku Kosong.

Puaka Tebing Biru- casting Nasha Aziz & Umie Aida.
This show hubby & me watch at nite- at 12midnite to be exact.
The thrill of watching at nite is differentlah from watching during the day time.
Beginning of the show, it shows a a mother & daughter burned to death.Cuddled tight
Nasha Aziz tried to seperate them to do autopsy, tapi the mother punya tangan just refuse to buldge- maybe the skin dah cair & it melekat pat the daughter punya skin.
This is what some people call- a mother love is forever-even death cannot seperate them.

The sound effect is good, sampaikan my Aez yg tengah syok tido boleh terbangun- nangis. at this point of time, my hubby dah nak off the DVD. Yelah baby can more sensetip, they know better than we do when it comes to this 'things'. Tapi I pester him to continue- dengan alasan Aez ngigau agaknya- lagipun time susu dah nak dekat.

The rest you see for yourself lah.

Chermin- abt a lady who met with an accident and had her face disfigured.
Upon reaching back home from hospital, her mum replaced her broken mirror with an antique mirror she found in the storeroom.
The roh of Mastura (Deana Yusuf) is still in the mirror & strange things happen.
Yg ni tak seram sangat.
And I'm proud to say that my brother in law- Roszali Samad is the Director of Photography. Steadylah Abg Jali- you rock man.

Bangku Kosong -abt a school which is haunted. Nobody is allowed to sit at a particlur bangku- because it belongs to a girl who is murdered. Dinda is a siple girl who is always bullied in class- she is also the girl who is unlucky or rather lucky to be force to sit at the bangku kosong.

Zombie Kampung Pisang- yg ni kelakar seram. A good show for those faint hearted tapi berangan nak tengok cerita seram.

Overall rating
Puaka Tebing Biru- the most seram
Bangku Kosong- o.klah seram jugak
Jangan Pandang Belakang- tak seram sangat
Chermin- langsung tak seram
Zombie Kampung Pisang- kelakar seram.

* the above is only my opinion- pada sape sape yg nka tengok- dun use my rating above to judge the 'keseraman' cerita o.k- takut nanti u underestimate the show & overestimate yourself.....

WORD OF ADVISE
Just watch over your shoulder when you watch the above shows- takut takut ada tetamu yg tumpang tengok....

2007-06-06T10:35:00.000+08:00

Video of Aez naik Motor

Yang pat dalam mulut dia tu is actually biskut.
Kesian, halfway you will notice that it's not there, pasal dah terbang kena tiup angin.
But he really enjoy it.
The rest was not captured on camera (he actually clap his hands & babble)

2007-06-06T09:46:00.000+08:00

Vesak Day Holiday

During the weekeend of Vesak Day, my hubby, Aez, me & his parents go Pontian, rumah his mum's sister. (kirakan my makciklah).

It was the second time Aez was there, tapi time tu dia masih kecik lagi. (during Hari Raya- abt 2.5mths). Sekarang ni he dah pandai, habislah satu rumah dia jalan with the walker.

Niway, we had so much fun there.
Pat kampong ni, masa bergerak dengan perlahan sekali, unlike at bandar.
At nite, I can feel that the sleeping hours lebih panjang, although we sleep at our normal time of 11p.m.

My baby, Aez had his share of fun- his ayah took him on a motorbike ride.

Punyalah suka...

2007-05-21T09:35:00.000+08:00

Jangan Pandang Belakang

Dunknow how many of you out there yang dah tengok this show.

At last! I watch in on DVD yesterday tengahari :) Nak tengok malam takut 'no balls' to go toilet later...
Jalan cerita o.k, tak seram sangatlah....
The only part yg send chill down my spine is when the main actor kelaur lift, a family of 3 entered (that may sound normal) Tapi, yang tak normalnya... they are all wearing white.... and on closer look, takde features on the face.... itu yang menyeramkan, maklumlah, kitakan tinggal rumah flat, there are always times when orang lain masuk when we keluar lift... but just imagine if you enter the lift with a few person who keluar at the various floor, and left you alone.... on the way up to your desired floor, the lift stop halfway and came in 'that family'.... geranti terkencing ke pengsan ke...

Another scene is when the actor saw the opah pat dapur... the opah was eating something... on approaching her, the opah pengsan. He carried her to her bilik. Tapi, upon entering the room, he saw the opah sleeping on the bed.
Tak terperanjat? Sape yg in his arms?

The end you have to see yourself lah... Just in case ade yg lum tengok, I dun want to spoil the suspence...

That night I went to bed at 2 in the morning.
Lambatkan... maklumlah, nak kena gosok baju, lipat baju, so on....
I toss and turn in bed, takleh tidolah, dun know why.
Tapi I paksa juga. I shut my eyes real tight and try to sleep.
Tengok jam pat my handphone dah kul 2.30a.m (I always have it near me pasal my baby will wake up twice to drink- jadi kena keep track of his drinking time) Since his last milk is at 8.30p.m, he should be waking up anytime btwn 12.30-1.30a.m
I tunggu jugak dia bangun (pasal his normal interval is 3.5 hrs to 4 hrs during the day & 4-5 hours at nite, he should be awake anytime soon)
Tutup mata balik and relax... nak paksa diri tidolah
Alih alih I feel my body very light- macam dalam air..
I biarkan pasal it feels nice, macam floating on water.
At last! I told myself- dapat jugak tido. I didn't move because i scared I lost that moment of dozing off (I'm sure everybody will experience it... that 'moment' when you're halfway to dreamland) you can still hear your surroundings- tapi mata too heavy to open... I was there.

Suddenly I can feel my husband shifting in bed. He normally does that. I can feel it pasal he will turn heavily and since we sleep on spring matress, any movement can be felt. I can feel my husband shifting right next to me (selalunya, my baby will sleep pat tengah and my husband & me jadi live pagar- so that bila dia toss & turn, dia tak tergolek & jatuh).

Suddenly from the feeling of lightness, I feel something heavy on top of my body. The pressure was so strong that I cannot move.
Dari badan terasa ringan, suddenly I felt my body kena hempap by something very heavy. I couldn't move... takleh breathe, tried to open my eyes tapi berat.. No choice- I force myself to use my hand to feel what is on top of my body- the thing that is putting so much pressure that I couldn't move. I felt my husband's feet.... Oh my husband ni kalau tido memang lasak- tapi tu dulu- before Aez Matin born- tapi sekarang, since he knew that Aez is sleeping in the middle, he will only move his body to turn left or right.
Tapi fikir balik, it's impossible- kalau he's directly beside me, how can his feet be on top of me... surely I will feel the peha or betis kan- not the feet.

Will all my might, I force myself to turn around at the same time tepis the feet from my body- I turned, and I saw him beside me- his eyes wide awake- terperanjat agaknya dari tidur- because of my sudden action of tepis the feet.

I saw Aez pat hujung katil- tapi yang hairan- the place where he sleep is very bright- tak macam my tempat tido-gelap (unless you're in front of my face, I will not be able to make out anything).

I marah my husband - 'Asal you shifted place tak letak bantal pat tepi Aez- kalau dia golek then jatuh macam mana?'
He kept quiet and just look at me- direct in my eyes.

Suddenly I heard Aez matin cry- terencat, I lekas lekas bangun & sat up on bed.
Eh? I saw my husbad at his normal place- beside Aez.
Aez was crying- dah time susu. (I look at my handphone- the time is 3.00a.m)

I wonder- ape yg hempap me that night.
Nak kata I ngigau, impossible- pasal I tot only in deep sleep we can ngigau- I'm sure it takes us more than 30min to arrive to dreamland.

What I know is that, next time- I will put Surah Yasin at my son bantal- it has always been there tapi since 2 weeks ago, my hubby read the Yasin, we place it pat atas almari.

Anyway- itu yesterday nite.
No matter what happen, JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG!!!

2007-05-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

My Little Action Hero!!!!!

2007-05-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

This pix taken bila kita nak try snap gambar gigi Aez..

Tengoklah mama & ayah purposely smile nampak gigi... But Aez simply refused to show his teeth..

Until.... muka dia cramp (as u can see in the previous post) baru ternampak gigi. Thanks to ayah who snap n snap n snap the camera...

2007-05-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

(Sing tis to the tune of gadis Melayu)

Siapa Bilang Aez Matin takut air?

Tak suka mandi... pakai bedak wangi...

Kalaulah memang tak mungkin Aez tertawa...

Kalaulah benar tak mungkin dia sungguh happi..

Oh Aez......

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Now, dia dah tak takut mandi air tap.

If last time- asyik bantai water heater aje...

Tapi ever since he's down with fever... he tak complain when mandi tap water..also maybe nowadays the cuaca is so hot...even Mama kena Mandi 3-4 times a day..

2007-05-13T22:35:00.000+08:00

Wait!!! Sape kate Aez tau makan aje pat dalam car?

Can't u see that I am also learning how to drive- kalau nanti jalan jauh, Aez can be Ayah's co-pilot. Bolehlah ayah rest.

Tapi nanti eh.... macam mana Aez nak pijak accelarator pedal? Mama.... I need your help!!!

2007-05-13T22:33:00.000+08:00

This is what he does best in the car- MAKAN!!!

Tengoklah sampaikan tertidur makan biskut.

2007-05-13T20:41:00.000+08:00

This is how my hero sleeps- tengok tu kaki dia terkangkang.... supaya berangin and tak berpeluh

2007-05-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

Sape sape yang nak sangat tengok gigi Aez- nah tengok ni....

Bukan senang tau nak suruh Aez smile- kena nampakkan gigi pulak tu...sampaikan cramp muka...

You know, because of this gigi, I fell sick for 4 days.

2007-05-09T23:49:00.000+08:00

Kasih Ibu

It's been too long since I last update my blog.

A lot of things happened.
I experience the real meaning of mother's love.
Giving birth is not an experience one can forget, true, you have to bear with the labour pain-this is what actually completes you.
But what comes next is more than I can imagine.
Aez Matin was down with fever of 39.5 degrees. That's high and cuma Allah aje yg tahu how he felt.
It was Sat afternoon when my mil called to ask if it's normal for his head to feel hot. At first I didn't think much of it- as my baby prespire a lot and sometimes his head does feel a bit warm.
Ard 4, my in laws called to say that they brought him to G.P and he confirm Aez was down with fever. My poor baby- he's not as cheerful as usual.
The doc gave us medication to control the fever, we thought everything is fine bila he started to play and sweat it out that night. (kita pat t.p.y umah yaye).
Ard 2am, he start to merengek and we (me & hubby) felt his forehead, ya Allah.. kalau letak telur.. boleh masak..
After I tekap his whole body with wet towel- (pls use only tap water-not cold ice water o.k- if you dun wan to risk ur baby kena sawan)- the fever subside... sadly not for long..dia merengek lagi after 1 hour- this continue thru out the nite. So there goes my sleep for Sat nite.
Sun morning- he started to refuse his milk- my baby ni actually is a milk drinking machine- kalau 7 ounce tak cukup. He usually drink every 3-4 hrs. tapi on Sun, he only drank at 10a.m and 7p.m. Tak tau mcm mana perut boleh tahan. Makan pu tanak.
We went to see another G.P at Vista pt- nearer to my home- as I notice rashes appearing on his body, legs and hand. Cuak jugak seh.. ialah with the rise in the hfmd, selisih.. Ya Allah..jauhkanlah Aez dari penyakit.
I start to doa that whatever sickness yg tuhan nak berikan, I rela terima as long as it's to me- not to my son... sedih man...
Doc confirm it's because of his high temp which results in the rashes outbreak. The merengek continue tru Sun nite (burn lagi my sleep). His next susu is at 12p.m on Monday- how my heart breaks to see my son cry everytime he yawns. BTW, I was on child sick leave on both Mon & Tuesday.
Took him for a walk to the playground.. pa sana baru dia nak minum. Agaknya suasana not so stress. Maklumlah.. asyik tengok the 4 walls in the house. sekali sekala nak gujak dia minum pat bawah. Ape kita ingatkan cuma mum & dad aje yg leh lepak kedai kopi ke? Baby pun tau juga oi..
My p.i.l came ard 3 and took us to yaye house.. by then his fever has subside.
That nite, I told my hubby yg I nak rest and sleep. And my darling hubby actually took care of his son. So sweet kan. he woke up to feed him, pacify him bila dia merengek.
Tuesday.. hubby on child sick leave. We jalan jalan makan angin at bottle tree park (new one at Yishun). Power man- ada prawn fishing, playground, a big park and banyahklah lagi.. it's a nice place to chill.

By then my son dah o.k. Alhamdulillah he drinks his susu (but at longer interval of 6-7 hours apart)

This experience really opens my eyes.. How our mum sacrifice for us. Starting from giving birth, she pertarungkan nyawa for her beloved baby... woke up every 2 hours for the first few months.. keep watch macam 'bai jaga' at nite when he's sick..Cried with her baby and share all misery and happiness. (oh yah.. I almost succumb to post natal depression during the first 2 mth pasal I was all alone in taking care of him- nobody was there to assist me) Everything was just trial & error.

Sempena hari Ibu yg akan menjelang, I nak ambil kesempatan to thank my mum for taking care of me dari kecik sampai besar (nasib baik umur aje.. badan tak. Hahaha)
To anyone who manage to read my entry to this part, appreciatelah your mum. Nothing can be compared to a mother's love. Macam mana busuk pun, she will still be our only mum- nothing in the whole world can change that fact. (cuma kalau nak wangi lagi, pakailah 'Shokubutsu'- nolah just kidding)

Syurga di bawah tapak kaki ibu.....

2007-04-13T09:44:00.000+08:00

1st tooth

Yeah!!!! My Aez Matin has cut his first tooth.
Dah ade gigi tau.. There are 2 on the centre bottom. Yang kanan dah nampak & boleh rase, the kiri one the gum dah putih, tapi lum keluar betul.
I'm so excited.... maybe that explains why he have difficulty in sleeping...
I'll take picture & upload later..

Wonder who will get bitten first by Aez Matin.
Kita tengok siapa yang kena.....

2007-04-11T09:54:00.000+08:00

My baby is still not well.
Dah almost 3 weeks he's down with flu & cough.
It's heartbreaking to see him cough in the middle of the night, crying pasal hidung berair, phelgm. He didn't get any proper sleep....
Dah 2 times we brought him to see 'bapak sedara' dia... (Doctorlah), but still the same.... tak baik
I'm getting worried, tak tahu from where he got this virus. I swear to myself, in future, whoever yg ada flu, will not be allowed to be near my son, I couldn't bring myself to see him go tru this again. If I'm the one yang sakit, I'll be wearing a face mask when I'm around him.

Just last Saturday, we found blood in his poo.
I think 2 factor contribute to this. The milk he drink (Enfalac A+ might be too heaty & the food we feed (Neslac baby cereal) might be too hard for him.
I was dead worried, he cried bila nak meneran, and the poo was damn hard....(Pardon my language... I'm really stress at the moment.)
Took him to doc again, and was advised to try switching milk powder, which we already did.
Now monitoring, hope he'll be fine...

Dia dah mula feel attached to me.
The hardest part is when nak go work, if he's awake, the moment I hand him to the baby sitter, he'll be looking at me and refusing to go to Kak Lina (the babysitter).
With heavy heart, I terpaksa juga pass him over.
He will be crying for me and hulur tangan for me to carry him..
My baby... Kalau ikutkan hati Mama, I don't want to go to work and leave you....

2007-03-27T10:02:00.000+08:00

Baby Massage

I found a great website on baby massage.

How many of us mums- actually massage our babies- the correct way.

We might have to attend massage classes to learn the correct techniques, but now, with the help of the modern technology- there's a lot of thins we can find on the internet.

The link is as follows:

http://www.makewayforbaby.com/massages.htm

For easy reference, I've pasted the technique below... Enjoy

2007-03-26T09:32:00.000+08:00

Medishield Cover for your little ones

How many of us, new parents are aware of the importance of insurance coverage for your little ones?
Not many I guess.
Like me, I thought nothing of it.

However, anything might happen. The basic is to have your babies covered under Medishield.

For babies born later this year, they will be automatically covered under the parent's Medishield. But for babies born before that, parents need to apply for it.

It's simple, just follow my link here, to download the form, fill in the particulars, sign & mail it back to CPF board. (the premium is S$30 per year- deductable from CPF)

http://mycpf.cpf.gov.sg/NR/rdonlyres/4462E4A8-FAD5-4EC2-B9DB-7B20E8C4BFDB/0/form_mshf1.pdf

Life is really unpredictable, so, let's say any babies were to develop any illness, say asthma later in life, the Medishield will cover any hospitalisation bill.

For those who wish to upgrade, they can get a personal insurance from AIA, Prudential......

To find out more, visit the CPF website at http://mycpf.cpf.gov.sg/Members/Gen-Info/FAQ/HealthCare/MSH.htm

2007-03-22T09:02:00.000+08:00

I did something silly!!!

My Baby is sick. He is down with flu & cough.
I intended to take him to see the doc yesterday, so tepat kul 6p.m, I dash out of the office to the bus stop.
Tengah jalan, I saw bus no 8, apelagi, I sprint... ( I didn't know I could run that fast).
I reach the bus stop just on time.. bus pun sampai.. (actually, bus tu stop sekejap pat traffic light, pasal red lightlah :)
I was one of the first few to board the bus... it was normal for ppl to push to get in the bus during this hour, maklumlah, org semua nak balik cepat. If you lambat, jawabnya u have to wait another 10 min for the next bus.
I was standing comfortably in the bus when I realised I did not bring back my handphone (normally I would hang it ard my neck). Panic... I press the bell and went down, taping my EZ-link card.
Back at the bus stop, I frantically search my bag, just to realise my handphone ada rupanya pat dalam. Although my handbag is small, tapi it's like 'Doreamon' boleh isi banyak barang and things actually can get lost inside.
By the time I nak naik the same bus, it was already full.
I felt so stupid man. Dahlah nak cepat... makin lambat pulak. No choice.. had to wait for the next bus.
Luckily, service no 90 (there's 2 bus actually going to TPY interchange) arrive in less than 5 min.
Tapi, this bus takde aircon, peluh peluh pat dalam.

A lesson to learn- always keep your things at the usual place, kalau tanak go thru what I went thru yesterday.

* It was actually a blessing in disguise, pasal I got to exercise by running (yes, actually really... really run)

2007-03-19T09:25:00.000+08:00

Wow, this weekend is super long man....

On Friday, we went to Indoor Stadium to catch Finding Nemo...

The show was at 7.30p.m

We reach ard 7p.m, ingatkan nak tengok the souvenior, tapi mak.... punyalah mahal, imagine a foam hat with popcorn is S$18.00... Who in the correct state of mind would pay S$18.00 for popcorn???

In the end, we never get anything.. bukan lokeklah.. tapi kan membazir, I rather spend the $$ to buy for Bayb love toys yg he can play with..

There's 2 part, Aez was excited during the 1st half, tapi after the break, the fell asleep, boring sangat agaknya..

Sat... watch soccer game pat Tanglin... boring.....

Sunday- go SWIMMING..... this Aez like...

This is the 2nd time he went swimming..

Tapi 1st time with his own float... He's so excited.. He actually paddle you know...

What a weekend!!!

2007-03-15T10:10:00.000+08:00

Monday- catch a movie- 300 (left Aez Matin with in-laws) they are more than happy to have him for company
dah lame seh tak tengok wayang. yg last sekali maybe 2 years ago.
Kesian eh- tengah preggy ppl say takleh tengok wayang- the sound effect might affect the baby.
Kita ikutkan ajelah- better safe than sorry.

Yesterday go J.B- buy groceries and baby stuff (susu-lah.... cereal-lah...sabun-lah.........)
Since dah ade baby, the priority really change- nak buy anything, must ensure we get for the baby first- the daily necessasity must be fulfilled before we can shop for our own things- that's the truth- for those yg lum ada baby, your time will come (so now apelagi? go shopping lah for your own things as much as you can)
It's not bad really, to shop for your baby- I find it's more thrill and satisfying dari shop for myself... (not saying that just to comfort myself o.k)

Tomorrow we're watching Nemo at Indoor Stadium..
Dunno how Aez will react. Dia ni ada sikit angin- just hope he dun shout in the musical (if not Mama have to leave and miss the show!!)

2007-03-11T23:13:00.000+08:00

Hubby's back

Alhamdullilah, my hubby is back home safe & sound.
Sampai umah at 11p.m.
How I miss him.....
For the 3 days he's there, we spoke abt 7 times on the phone, twice on Friday, 4 times on Sat & once on Sunday.
During the times he's in K.L, I made myself busy.
Saturday- work till 2.30pm, went back home to kemas rumah, mop & all (I just fix window panel at my balcony-after almost 1 year staying there) so berabuk & pasir..
I dunwan my bayb love to inhale the dust and sleep in berabuk environment.
My mum sleep over at my house- temankanlah.... Friday nite my in law yg temankan..
How lucky I feel to have ppl caring abt me (actually it's for the sake Aez Matin- jgn perasanlah Mama...)
Sun-go swimming at Jurong East- in law sent us there (my mom, adik, Aez & me).
Had so much fun- from 11a.m to 3p.m.

I'm glad it's over (hubby's trip to K.L)

There's a lil secret of me & Aez (we sleep with hubby's baju)
Hahaha..pathetic kan, tak bau badan, baju pun bolehlah.

Besok, angah & family coming back.
Wish them a safe trip back home. Insyaallah.

It's late, got to catch up on time missed with my darling hubby...
Nitez....

2007-03-11T18:29:00.000+08:00

At Last

Yeah!!!! My hubby coming back today......

2007-03-09T08:51:00.000+08:00

Trip to K.L

Today, my darling hubby is going to a soccer trip to K.L with his club.
Thought I might not miss him (yelah... since I have Aez Matin for company), however, deep inside me, I am still the same girl 9 years ago- very dependant on my hubby. He is my friend, lover, enemy- can say my everythinglah.... Miss you darling. Take care and return safely.. Mama will be waiting for you on Sunday nite.

BTW, coincidentally, Angah is also going to K.L with Razak, the kidz and Razak's friend.
have a safe trip and return safely- enjoy your holiday....

Left only Aez, me, myself & I......... :(

I dun believe in true friend- rakan sejati.
There will be no one who will truly be there for you when you need them most. Unlike your love ones- susah payah, pahit manis will harungi bersama. True, there will be time when you will have misunderstanding, tapi kan itu lumrah bercinta- without it, you will be stagnant. With it come more love, you will understand each other better and treasure each other more.

I remember the time when my hubby was in Sepang- we went there for a mini race- he on his red Yamaha R1. He was in 7 position (riders are from both Singapore and Malaysia) ribut jugak- when he fell on a high side and broke his collar bone- masa tu dia tengah terjun corner to tryto overtake one of the good rider from K.L- who also owns a motor shop. I think that was in 2001. Since then, it made me realise that you will not know how to treasure someone until a mishap happen.

To all- dun wait for a special day to express your love.
Setiap detik kurniaan Allah S.W.T bermakna..

Go on..... make everyday lovers day....

2007-03-08T11:03:00.000+08:00

Aaahhhh... Besok my hubby going to K.L on soccer trip. Friday morning to Sunday nite (reach Singapore)

This has been a routine since.... dunno when..... dah lost track..

Before kahwin... selepas kahwin.... tengah pregnant... dah ada Bayb love...

Just have fun hubby... jgn lupa Aez Matin o.k.

Dulu Mama feel lonely when you leave for K.L, tapi now I have Bayb love to fill my time.. with his laughter & cries, I won't have the time to spare (even to go toilet) Hahaha.. like 'real'. My Bayb love ni ade takut sikit, when he dun see anyone around, he will jerit, and action cry, just to catch your attention....

Uweekkkk.........

o.k, got to go......... Mama coming sayang.......

2007-03-08T10:22:00.000+08:00

Ujian Allah S.W.T

Betapa hebat ujian Allah S.W.T terhadap umatnya.
Just look at what happened in Indonesia. Lepas aje kejadian gempa di Sumatra, pesawat Garuda pula terbakar di Yogyakarta ketika mendarat.

Sometimes I wonder why all this is happening in Indonesia. Yang lebih mengharukan ialah kerana mereka yg ditimpa kecelakaan tergolong dari keluarga yang susah. Dahlah hidup dalam kesempitan, satu demi satu mala petaka menimpa mereka.
Takziah kepada mereka yg kehilangan org yg tersayang.

Maybe not all of us felt the tremor, but I consider myself lucky to experience it.
Yelah, kita pat Singapore ni, it is impossible for us to experience quakes ke volcano eruption ke.. tapi yang I dun understand why Singaporean is so KIASU... to save themself.
Sampaikan ada orang evacuate from high rise building, leaving their fellow worker who is less capable in the office...

Yesterday I was at Temasek Tower, out for appt ( I do sales call to offices), on the 13th floor. Dah bis appt, took the lift down with 2 guys. Suddenly at the lift landing, the lift jolted a bit, tapi pintu tak bukak. Shortly there was an announcent "Pls do not panic, we are experiencing a minor technical problem". We waited for a few seconds -tak bukak juga.
The LCD screen in the lift showed that we're going up again -this time at a faster speed 2,3,4,5,6,..........21 stop... luckily one of the guy acted fast enuf- he pressed 21 and the lift open. kalau tidak, I dunno what will happen when we reach the top floor (31st storey)- maybe it will go down at a much faster speed- takut aje cable dia terputus ke deck collide ke (f.y.i, this lift ade 2 deck travelling at different interval- tapi pintu keluar same). BTW, the building is in a mist of renovation/ upgrading.
Apelagi, all of us went down and waited for another lif....

I guess deep inside everyone of us, wujud juga perasaan 'fear of death'......

Happy Birthday Dian Maisarah

2007-03-03T09:56:00.000+08:00

Macam dah terlambat, tapi takpelah.
Ape apepun must pen my thought.

1st March 2006, my darling niece Dian Maisarah turned 2years old.
Went over to Angah house (after busy shopping at Kiddy Palace).
I really dunno what to get for her. Ended up buying Princess Haversack, Little Pony waterbottle and purple pram. (actually bought the pram only later)
Angahlah, she told me Maisarah suke tolak things around, so I tot of buying the pram, in the afternoon she called, to say takpayah, as she saw it selling at mamak shop blk 306.
Jadi, I ended up buying only the haversack and bottle.

Sampai umah angah, I asked her mane the pram, she say belum beli.
So... Maisarah and me went to the kedai mamak to buy.
We walked halfway when Maisarah 'cebek'- I think dia penat jalan agaknya. Jadi, I carrylah dia (my bayb love pat umah angah, she look after jap).
Punyalah penat pinggang... macam nak patah pun ade. (mind you- she's 18kg u know)
Sampai kedai, I couldn't find the pram.
So, taknak waste time, I ask the aci kedai.
'Sis, where is the toy stroller?'
She gave me a blank andblur look.
I repeat myself 'The pram lah, u know to push baby for her (pointing at Maisarah) to play'. Sambil showing her the action of pushing.

'Oh... at the centre row... right at the back' was the answer.
At last... tau pun ape I was looking for.
Bila I walk towards the end... tak nampak pun stroller ke pram ke..
So I told to her sambil signalling takde.. I cannot find.
She's very helpful to come and show me the thing.

Tapi tau tak she show me ape?
PAM JAMBAN..!!!!
Dah tebiat agaknya. Tak tau cakaplah tak tau. Nak action tau.. takkanlah Maisarah nak main ngan pam jamban kan. Aci...Aci.....
I gave up and decided to walk off... when I saw the stroller.. pat luar kedai rupanya.

I paid for it and walk back ngan Maisarah (dokonglah).

Sampai umah angah, my Aez dah sleep.
Couzin angah disturb himlah .. sampai cry.
Dunno what she did.. joget 'dung dung ceh'. (Lion dance lah)....
It might be terrible agaknya until my bayb love tak tahan..

Couzin ana... pls polish your dung dung ceh dance o.k... before showing off to my bayb love.
Hahaha....

Sleeping without Mama

2007-03-01T09:45:00.000+08:00

At last, I managed to convince myself to let my Bayb Love sleep on his own in his playpen.
Yelah, from birth, we have been sharing the same bed- hubby, Aez and me. Tapi sekarang, Aez tidur lasak.
Normally, he will kick (secara tak sengaja) ayah and mama. Once I found his leg on top of my stomach, his head tucked neatly bawak ketiak ayah.
Just 2 days ago, my hubby mentioned Aez was sleeping so close to him that hubby have to shift him slightly.
Takutlah... yelah, bila kita nyenyak tidurkan, kita tak sedar peggerakan anggota badan kita. Just to avoid any mishap, I terpaka keraskan hati and put him to sleep on his own.

Guess what...when I woke up at 4a.m, I found him on his stomach- wide awake.
Bila dengar aje suara mama, terus cry... yelah... he might be wondering mana mama and ayah.
How come Aez alone.
Fed him and put him back to sleep.

Although I miss sleeping beside my baby, I know it's for his safety.

Mission completed

2007-02-27T10:08:00.000+08:00

Cute Hubby with his cute cake.

Spent the evening eating FISH HEAD CURRY at Banana Leaf Apollo.

At LAST.....

Selamat Hari Lahir Sayang

2007-02-26T09:17:00.000+08:00

26 Feb 07 is my Hubby Birthday- 2_ years old. Yang space tu tak boleh bilanglah.

Yang penting masih dalam lingkungan 20an tahun (hahahaha).

Sunday, 25/2/06 kita pergi ke majlis jemputan perkahwinan di Tampines. It was raining the whole day. Hujan.. berhenti..Hujan.. berhenti. As my hubby was working semalam (overtime), di dah penat, lagi lagi cuaca sejuk.. Apalagi, we went home and ..... SLEEP.

Yes, sleep, as in TIDUR, he, my son Aez and me.. Semua terbongkang kepenatan.

My hubby took the katil, my baby love and me took the tilam and sleep pat hall.

Dunno why, my son was feeling tired the whole of yesterday. Minum susu pun tanak. I think he only drank abt 18 oz the whole of yesterday. (24 hours). Normally he minum ard 35oz or more. (7oz every 4 hours).

Risaulah.. Maklumlah, everybody keep talking abt his body weight.. (he's now ard 9kg). Entah entah org selalu sangat tegur, sampaikan dia merajuk and go on diet agaknya.

You know, baby kan sensitip.

Anyway, we woke up ard 7.30p.m (from 5.30p.m). I sedar when my hubby whispered to me that he feel like eating kari kepala ikan. I siap and kacau my son yang masih zzzzzz. (fed him mik but still refuse to drink-last is at 3p.m)

We went out on a mission -our target is the FISH HEAD CURRY.

Cari punya cari (4 kedai kopi, tapi takde) Kesian my hubby.. At last he settled for beef noodle.

Belum sempat minum, my son pulak melalak macam kena pukul, orang sekeliling tengok and thought what happen.

Rupanya dia ohk-ohk. (beraklah!) Sembelit, tu pasal nangis, sakitlah meneran lama lama- sikit aje yg manage to come out. Keras pulak tu.

Dah bersihkan, we ate and left asap.

Reach home and watch a Chinese DVD- 'Daisy'. Syoklah cerita dia- nak tahu? tengoklah sendiri- Gerenti tak rugi.

I kept glancing at the clock- yelah takut nanti dak kul 12a.m tak wish my hubby pulak.

Glance- 11.58p.m. Glance- 11.59p.m.

12.00a.m- HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SAYANG- Mohammad Rezal
Semoga Allah panjangkan umur, murahkan rezeki dan peliharai keluarga kita.
Moga apa yang dihajati tercapai kelak. Insya-Allah.

2007-02-24T10:31:00.000+08:00

More pix of him from 1-5 months..

Intro- A star is born

2007-02-24T09:46:00.000+08:00

9 August 2006.... on Singapore National Day, a Star is born. Sape lagi kalau tak my baby love- Mohammad Raez Matin Bin Mohammad Rezal.
After 5 months of my pernikahan with my hubby on 11 Jun 2005, I managed to conceive my long waited baby.
Yelah, u might be saying 'Alah, baru 5 months ape, (tapi these 5 months are the longest, most painful wait- for me)
Maklumlah, kan after marriage, people will straight away be asking 'Dah ade?'
I really dun understand these people. Asyik nampak muka aje nak tanya soalan yang same.
I was really stressed up.
Went to gynae, takde ape ape wrong. He say might be due to STRESS!
Niway, the moment I found out I'm preggy, I was on top of the world. The pregnancy went smoothly and I delivered on National day (at 38 weeks 1 day).
Below the sweet moments captured on camera.